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that is so amazing! i'm so excited for you! do you feel better now that the wedding is all over? less stressed?
i hope youre doing well! i'm proud and happy for you!

Here's hoping that happiness lasts you and yours for the rest of your days together.

-Josh

Woooohoooooo!!!!!!!!!!

why are we nervous?

Just remember to really look around and enjoy it...because it's gonna go fast! Congratulations again........

WOW...that really sucks.

hi mama. thanks, that made me cry again. i actually tried calling you today but hung up; i'm tired of hearing my voice today. i'm not miserable, i'm just amazed, and it means so much to me that you posted that basically i should've left a message.
you know that i admire you so much, i was SO so so happy you guys came to hang out with me and it was such an honor to be able to hold little Emily. i can't explain why right now, i'm not ready.
but thank you and frEd for letting me fall all over her, LITERALLY!!! HA!! she is a vision of so much to me, of hope and innocence, beauty, and she is so loved and she knows that. maybe that's why she's so well behaved. she's just happy and peaceful and she has a great chance to be so incredible, just like my little sister.
watching my sister grow up was and is the most rewarding experience of my life. i know how you feel as a mother and wife. i did it as a stand-in mother and sister, everything, i had to fight for her so hard, really.
oh boy this is long. well anyway, here goes. for a long time i was embarrassed to ask to hold anyone's child; i've still been terrified to meet my nephew, who has down syndrome, 1 year old now b/c i'm terrified my family won't let me touch him b/c i was always perceived as somebody scary, for my appearance and beliefs, some in part thanks to my mother. true. i've always been afraid too.
i thought i wouldn't be able to hold Emily because i would shake or cry or something and that didn't happen and you and Ed weren't afraid of me, you both trusted me even though my damn shoes were awful. i was SO terrified i could've dropped her but i was also so terrified to let her go. i couldn't believe you brought a stroller when you had an extra set of arms that day. and then i was outraged that Martin wouldn't hold her! ha.
i really treasure buying that cd when i wouldn't hand her over and said i've held cats before so i'm fine, it was a pretty funny thing to say.
but i was just so happy because i was overcoming a long fear of just being, i don't even know. maybe a long fear of just being loved, and i was so overwhelmed that Emily just let me do all that and overcome that.
i'm so happy that the best feedback today came from you and i cannot imagine what on Earth you could possibly have for me, Jesus! SO exciting!!! i almost want you and the family to see me this weekend b/c my uncle will be visiting (AND i have to pick up my damn last check!) and he still is fearful of my tattoos. i want him to see people like us doing it, you guys are doing something that I KNOW somebody somewhere has doubted you both. for, i feel it.
ughhh. he has a one year old too that i've never met. i even missed her first b-day b/c i chose to work. long story; it wasn't the dildo place.
i'm honored that you have an understanding of a lot of things that we both have in common that we've raved about recently and it can only come from people with so much love for family and such. you are overwhelmed by a greater power to snap into ferocious gear for the sake of the dignity of those who only have you and what you teach them and it's a hard job that gets shit on so badly, and is worse for young people. and when someone looks down upon you, oh shit. it's the same with how people defend themselves with religion yet they are respected more AND first before anyone else.
somehow, knowing and loving children for me is my religious uplifting, b/c my sister to this day holds so much faith in me and i can never describe how she breaks my heart all the time with her incredible spirit.
i'll call you tomorrow miss mama.

while i was pregnant, i totally lost my sex drive. i think we went over a month before i just felt bad and had pity sex. 2 weeks is still a long time. you guys can make up for it on the honeymoon

no visible sign of teeth yet. he is starting to play with his tounge a lot and showing some other signs. it will be soon.

how'd did you get into wrestling?(saw your post in PSW)

What is it now then? It's like 50 degrees here. It was snowing a few days ago.

You should come to Vegas. Talk your husband in to it. We can discuss digital cameras

i called you today!!!! call me back, you gotta come hang out, shiiiiiiiiit.
ok yesterday at work. one of my fave co-workers said something about how Bush is an asshole and whatnot. in front of some poor customer i yelled "Go to Irag baby! Go like Nicholas Berg and see how they treat you and your freedom!" the customer was cracking up, it was hysterical!!!!!
needless to say today i bought 4 more flags and some USA #1 buttons to wear. i'm out of control.
i think i'm going to name my snatch Dubya now.
love you long time!

first of all youre never too old to cry.

second of all, i am still 100% convinced that the media in our country is CONSERVATIVE. that is why you should get your news from unbiased sources like npr or the bbc. or if you want a laugh, the daily show which is more liberal.

its good to be passionate about something, but you need to make sure youre very informed about the issues, else you run the risk of being one of those hotblooded ignorant americans that just wants to nuke the entire region.

i hope youre doing well sweetie *mpwas*

yay phone bills! no i'm just kidding. but yay bagels

that all sounds like so much fun, except for the 4 hour classes. what are you studying? isnt summer coming up soon? i know weddings are tedious, well i dont 'know' but i've heard damnit!
hey, if you put up more pictures of your baby, i'd look at them! babies are so cute. whoa! estrogen moment there sorry... that happens to me periodically

congratulations and good luck again for the wedding! it will be here before you know it. just remember to, above all, have fun. the best advice i got is that it's almost guaranteed that things won't go exactly as planned, but all you can do is plan things as well as possible up until the day before, and then just enjoy your day and let things happen how they happen. try it, it works! oh, and remember to eat. i put up a few pics from our wedding if you're interested. are you going on a honeymoon? or at least taking a week off and ignoring the rest of the world? you'll need to, trust me. and when you're back and ready to hang out, let us know!

Glad to hear you had a great time.

We will be doing our own shows soon with any luck. The biggest obstacle at the moment is finding a suitable venue in this one horse fucking town (well, that and cash of course )

RAW has actually been pretty damn good lately. They've been doing some stuff with Nic Dinsmore(sp?) recently of OVW, that's just pure gold as far as i'm concerned. They've rehashed the retard gimmick and made the character an Idiot Savant at wrestling. It is some severly funny and endearing shit.

Peace.

-Josh

WOW! You look HOT

your a wrestler? damn your fine too
not that im a wrestling fan or anything *l*

Aww thank you I did a set on PSW a while ago and it didn't turn out as good as yours at all.

And happy 2-month late birthday to you as well!

ahh.. being the seldom board poster i am, i've come to realize that you're prolly referring to the 'cock up hip hop thread' or perhaps the flagging sg posts thread that it inspired.
werd... shit smells bad, i don't want to take it... they can keep it for their damn selves.

oh yeah.......two-girl set with basketofminks

it would be like I had died and gone to heaven