Tomorrow is the big day!
Gosh...I've been so nervous; I've hardly stopped thinking about it all day.
Part of me just wishes I could travel 3 months into the future and see how they look. Cause the pain and the discomfort; that is all relative to the surgery. It is no big deal. But not knowing how they are going to look at the end of this is what really has me worried!
I mean, I've seen some beautiful work. But! I've seen some really terrible boob jobs too. I just don't want to fall into the latter category. I've been trying to visualize how my breasts might look after this....and hard as I try, I can't! For as well as I know my body, I just can't even begin to imagine how they might look!
I really hope they just end up looking like my boobs....but bigger of course. Because I really do like the overall shape of my natural bust. I just hate that they haven't changed since I was 14!! >
Luckily, today at work I was scheduled with a coworker who has used the same doctor. Seeing her (and her phenomenal boob job) made me feel quite a bit better. We talked for awhile about her experience and it gave me renewed confidence in my decision to do this.
After all....one thing I know is that no matter what people say and no matter what I do, I am very unhappy with my breasts now. I've felt that way for as long as I can remember...so I doubt it will ever change!
What I don't know is how I'll feel about them after this surgery. But I know that there is a good chance that I'll be a great deal happier. And you don't have to be an Actuary to work out those odds!
errrr...but for those of you who failed statistics and probability...here you go--->
Don't get boob job and stay with currant size - 100% probability of dissatisfaction with breasts
Get boob job and take a risk - 50% or less chance of dissatisfaction with breasts
So I have to do this! Even if there is only the slightest chance that I will be happy with the outcome, it is better than no chance at all! I have been unhappy and self-conscious of my breasts for way too long. It is time to take the risk and hope for something better!!
Wish me luck!!
Gosh...I've been so nervous; I've hardly stopped thinking about it all day.
Part of me just wishes I could travel 3 months into the future and see how they look. Cause the pain and the discomfort; that is all relative to the surgery. It is no big deal. But not knowing how they are going to look at the end of this is what really has me worried!
I mean, I've seen some beautiful work. But! I've seen some really terrible boob jobs too. I just don't want to fall into the latter category. I've been trying to visualize how my breasts might look after this....and hard as I try, I can't! For as well as I know my body, I just can't even begin to imagine how they might look!
I really hope they just end up looking like my boobs....but bigger of course. Because I really do like the overall shape of my natural bust. I just hate that they haven't changed since I was 14!! >
Luckily, today at work I was scheduled with a coworker who has used the same doctor. Seeing her (and her phenomenal boob job) made me feel quite a bit better. We talked for awhile about her experience and it gave me renewed confidence in my decision to do this.
After all....one thing I know is that no matter what people say and no matter what I do, I am very unhappy with my breasts now. I've felt that way for as long as I can remember...so I doubt it will ever change!
What I don't know is how I'll feel about them after this surgery. But I know that there is a good chance that I'll be a great deal happier. And you don't have to be an Actuary to work out those odds!
errrr...but for those of you who failed statistics and probability...here you go--->
Don't get boob job and stay with currant size - 100% probability of dissatisfaction with breasts
Get boob job and take a risk - 50% or less chance of dissatisfaction with breasts
So I have to do this! Even if there is only the slightest chance that I will be happy with the outcome, it is better than no chance at all! I have been unhappy and self-conscious of my breasts for way too long. It is time to take the risk and hope for something better!!
Wish me luck!!
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sweetie:
good luck! 
lexie:
good luck! 