-monday-
- some quotes posted on greybeard's blog tuesday mar6,2007 943pm
"If you always tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything." - Mark Twain [Samuel L. Clemens]
"Get your facts first, and then you can distort them as much as you please." - Mark Twain [Samuel L. Clemens]
"Modern art is what happens when painters stop looking at girls and persuade themselves they have a better idea." - John Ciardi
"Place your clothes and your weapons where you can find them in the dark." - Lazarus Long [Robert A. Heinlein]
- up at 0545. last time i was up this early it was 'cause i hadn't gone to sleep yet
- only took an hour to get to Irvine. we're there 30 min early, so we went to McD's. Then i dropped off my sis and headed home. was home by 1030. now i'm watching Stick It and i stencilled another shirt. it doesn't look as good as i thought, but oh well.
now i have to check online if i have any leeway on my guard card expiring. it expired on the 31st of march and i haven't renewed it yet, but my buddy thinks i may have an extra 30 days to do it, but if i don't i have to redo everything to get it and it costs more now and you're required to get 40 hours of training before you're issued one now, so i'd be SOL if it expires.
and it has.
oh well, no my buddy'll have to find another security officer to work for him if he ever gets a contract.
- i took like a 4 hour nap, sleeping off and on from 2 to 630. i feel refreshed.
- another format change. and my pictures are gone. well, i'll get used to this one too.
- so i'm on myspace and i haven't checked my sisters page for awhile, so i do and now i'm kinda sad. then i check her friends page, who is also dead, and then the website her mom does for her daughter so she'll have an album of pictures and messages from people about her mom. well one of the pictures in there are of her and my sister, and now i'm even sadder. 2 beautiful women both dead before they're 20, from stupid fucking mistakes.
- it's 0115 and i'm gonna go drive out to my sisters grave now. i'm too sad to go to sleep. i know as soon as i lay down i'm gonna start balling anyway.
- honesty through paranoia...
-"Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die."
-i juts realized... death as a concept is cool, but as a reality it sucks ass
-tuesday-
- up at 9, got a good sleep. i didn't go to the cemetary last night, i was gonna but by the time i got my shoes on and keys in my pocket i was almost falling down i was so tired, so i just went to bed. my friend raquel called to make sure i was ok and didn't drive out there all tired and depressed. but i didn't. i just layed down to go to sleep and sure enough started crying. crying is healthy, you always feel better afterwards.
- went and hung out with red. ate lunch at the soup plantation, checked out thge new cigar lounge that's supposed to open soon, smoked some cigars and walked around Old Town (the touristy older shopping area of town) and looked for office space. well, red's gotten some security contracts recently so now he DOES have work for me to do, so tomorrow i need to call to renew my guard card, he says i have 30 days to call in and renew it, but if it's in the mail it has to be postmarked by the expiration date.
- live it up. drink it down. laugh it off!
- watched beerfest... damn that movie is FUNNY!
late
- some quotes posted on greybeard's blog tuesday mar6,2007 943pm
"If you always tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything." - Mark Twain [Samuel L. Clemens]
"Get your facts first, and then you can distort them as much as you please." - Mark Twain [Samuel L. Clemens]
"Modern art is what happens when painters stop looking at girls and persuade themselves they have a better idea." - John Ciardi
"Place your clothes and your weapons where you can find them in the dark." - Lazarus Long [Robert A. Heinlein]
- up at 0545. last time i was up this early it was 'cause i hadn't gone to sleep yet
- only took an hour to get to Irvine. we're there 30 min early, so we went to McD's. Then i dropped off my sis and headed home. was home by 1030. now i'm watching Stick It and i stencilled another shirt. it doesn't look as good as i thought, but oh well.
now i have to check online if i have any leeway on my guard card expiring. it expired on the 31st of march and i haven't renewed it yet, but my buddy thinks i may have an extra 30 days to do it, but if i don't i have to redo everything to get it and it costs more now and you're required to get 40 hours of training before you're issued one now, so i'd be SOL if it expires.
and it has.
oh well, no my buddy'll have to find another security officer to work for him if he ever gets a contract.- i took like a 4 hour nap, sleeping off and on from 2 to 630. i feel refreshed.
- another format change. and my pictures are gone. well, i'll get used to this one too.
- so i'm on myspace and i haven't checked my sisters page for awhile, so i do and now i'm kinda sad. then i check her friends page, who is also dead, and then the website her mom does for her daughter so she'll have an album of pictures and messages from people about her mom. well one of the pictures in there are of her and my sister, and now i'm even sadder. 2 beautiful women both dead before they're 20, from stupid fucking mistakes.
- it's 0115 and i'm gonna go drive out to my sisters grave now. i'm too sad to go to sleep. i know as soon as i lay down i'm gonna start balling anyway.
- honesty through paranoia...
-"Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sun on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die."
-i juts realized... death as a concept is cool, but as a reality it sucks ass
-tuesday-
- up at 9, got a good sleep. i didn't go to the cemetary last night, i was gonna but by the time i got my shoes on and keys in my pocket i was almost falling down i was so tired, so i just went to bed. my friend raquel called to make sure i was ok and didn't drive out there all tired and depressed. but i didn't. i just layed down to go to sleep and sure enough started crying. crying is healthy, you always feel better afterwards.
- went and hung out with red. ate lunch at the soup plantation, checked out thge new cigar lounge that's supposed to open soon, smoked some cigars and walked around Old Town (the touristy older shopping area of town) and looked for office space. well, red's gotten some security contracts recently so now he DOES have work for me to do, so tomorrow i need to call to renew my guard card, he says i have 30 days to call in and renew it, but if it's in the mail it has to be postmarked by the expiration date.
- live it up. drink it down. laugh it off!
- watched beerfest... damn that movie is FUNNY!
late
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- I'm not quite following what you're talking about when it comes to your guard card? Are you talking about being a bodyguard? If so, one of my friends does that for a living. He pulls in almost 200K/Year. That's a good livng. Yet again, he's 250lbs of muscle. I'm @ least 5 solid years of diet and exercise from being nearly that buff!
- Every time I read you blog, I get hungry for the wrong kinda food. Right now I"m craving a Big Mac...BADLY. 2 all-beef patties, special sauce, lettuce cheese, pickles onions on a sesame-seed bun. Yeah, that's from memory! Sad, huh?
Hahaha "Modern art is what happens when painters stop looking at girls and persauade themselve they have a better idea."
That's hilarious but probably true.