spliff

I am having a shit day....I keep miscommunicating with everybody somehow...like I can't put the right words together in my sentences for where I'm coming from or what I mean and everyone keeps misunderstanding me or my intentions.......Actually it's been this way all week....I am such a lover and so kind hearted..I am faithful to all my friends and family and yet they can look at me dead in the eyes and think I actually am trying to cause them harm or pain with my words...I just care to much