spinhouse247

A night from hell and a morning from hell. My nerves were all flared up like a fucking pack of hemroids. I'd get into it but it would take hours to type. I spent a few hours outside trying to repair the hot tub but ended up having to order a part, so no hot tub until Monday Aside from that I'll hopefully be spending the weekend with Jacki but I'm not getting my hopes up for that either since she sometimes disappears. Heh, I want a fucking beer but I'm trying to cut back and start behaving like a 24 year old. The days of partying constantly are gone and when its gotten to the point where you are drinking at home alone its sad frankly. I'm trying to turn my life around but there are still a few things on my back that are tough to put out of my mind. Heh, I'm out like a fat girl in dodgeball. Later