Filling the bathtub.
How do you love yourself in dirty water? Filthy grey to my hips, I stand and try to feel myself. The water is too high.
Draining the bathtub. I lay back, wait for slowly swirling dregs to reach below my stomach. Turn the stopper, dirt lapping around my navel. I reach my hands into the depths, into what should be wet, ready...
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How do you love yourself in dirty water? Filthy grey to my hips, I stand and try to feel myself. The water is too high.
Draining the bathtub. I lay back, wait for slowly swirling dregs to reach below my stomach. Turn the stopper, dirt lapping around my navel. I reach my hands into the depths, into what should be wet, ready...
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::rediscovered in old LJ entries::
"there are some things
that you don't want to accept,
but have to accept,
don't want to learn,
but have to know,
and people that you can't live without,
but have to let go."
-unknown-
"it's easy, let it go..."
-sarah mclachlan
JUST LET GO.
"and then... something happened. i let go.
lost in oblivion -- dark and silent
and...
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"there are some things
that you don't want to accept,
but have to accept,
don't want to learn,
but have to know,
and people that you can't live without,
but have to let go."
-unknown-
"it's easy, let it go..."
-sarah mclachlan
JUST LET GO.
"and then... something happened. i let go.
lost in oblivion -- dark and silent
and...
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tattoosnscrews:
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zarina:
*cries* I wish I could afford to fly you here right now...
I yahoo cams.
Is it Labour Day yet?
yahoo cams.
Is it Labour Day yet?
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marymary:
i'm very bad at remember when holidays are. and yes... yahoo cams rock!
xoxo
xoxo
beaky:
nope and if you ask one more time I swear I'll turn this car around and head straight home!!!
heehee
ALx
heehee
ALx
Happy birthday to the lovely miss Isobel.
My mom just emailed me back about the SGCP pics I've been sending her... she thought for a second that Zarina was me in the group picture. I thought that was amusing considering I sent her like, 3 other pictures, all with both Zarina and me in them. So you'd think she could tell us apart by now....
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My mom just emailed me back about the SGCP pics I've been sending her... she thought for a second that Zarina was me in the group picture. I thought that was amusing considering I sent her like, 3 other pictures, all with both Zarina and me in them. So you'd think she could tell us apart by now....
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tuesday:
Why aren't in the chat tonight? I found a song for your thread.
my body is so bouncy pounce excited that it's exhausting me lately. i know i've complained about it to a few people but i really do think i'm manic currently. sometimes moods feel like incarceration in one's own body. i'm a little worried about how i'll be when i finally come out of it.
when my mind goes a mile a minute it babbles about...
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when my mind goes a mile a minute it babbles about...
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astrid:
I *heart* you!
It's good to feel so much love. I'm feeling like that, too, lately. I feel like I might explode...
I like it.
It's good to feel so much love. I'm feeling like that, too, lately. I feel like I might explode...
I like it.
These people make me happy.
Zarina. Isobel. Astrid. Al. Gwendolyn. Kiscica. Trinity. Trent, my love god. Mr. Burrito. Antisquid. Fallenicarus. Mistress_Missy. TNS, the journal bomber.
That's certainly not everyone... I just wanted to let those particular people know that I loved them. I now return you to your regularly scheduled spikybluejournal.
Zarina. Isobel. Astrid. Al. Gwendolyn. Kiscica. Trinity. Trent, my love god. Mr. Burrito. Antisquid. Fallenicarus. Mistress_Missy. TNS, the journal bomber.
That's certainly not everyone... I just wanted to let those particular people know that I loved them. I now return you to your regularly scheduled spikybluejournal.
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beaky:
snif.. I feel so left out!!!
astrid:
Yay! You make me happy, too.
I will definitely go on labor day, but I need to find a ride and stuff because I know I'm not going to have any money by then.
Yay! You make me happy, too.
I will definitely go on labor day, but I need to find a ride and stuff because I know I'm not going to have any money by then.
Survived work. Crazybusy. First break was an hour late. 1 person called in, and another had an allergic reaction to his medication and had to go home. Stupidity abounded.
I need to shower. And shave. And sleep.
However, I'm going to sit here and chat instead.
edit: nap lovely. only awake to mention that the very certainest of someones was in my dream in a...
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I need to shower. And shave. And sleep.
However, I'm going to sit here and chat instead.
edit: nap lovely. only awake to mention that the very certainest of someones was in my dream in a...
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astrid:
No, I just have regular sex dreams not involving british men. Most of them seem to revolve around labor day for some reason. hmmmm....
chrono01:
Demands:
1. Really large mansion for all the SGs to live in.
2. Control of North America and outlying areas.
3. Dictatorship over Slovakia.
You have three hours
Sheesh, is that all? I got the first and last request taken care of.
Just so happens that I have the deed to Slovakia around here somewhere...AND a nice little resort/mansion that you can scope out here:
http://realestate.escapeartist.com/P-21043/
the surrounding grounds leave a bit to be desired...but the area inside the complex is top notch.
As for the second...Are you sure about that? Canada might be sweet, but America? Even after all the shit that's happened to it lately? Environmental laws gone to shit, Messed up economics...Terrible beer and television...All that AND It might be tough to wrestle control of it from it's current leader (that stunod), Might take more than three hours.
So what say you to this...You and Zarina can kill time in Slovakia, get that place all ready, while I work at the North America thing.
I think the best course of action to take here is to rig the next presidential election, so that you (or the SG of your choice) becomes the next Pres.
1. Really large mansion for all the SGs to live in.
2. Control of North America and outlying areas.
3. Dictatorship over Slovakia.
You have three hours
Sheesh, is that all? I got the first and last request taken care of.
Just so happens that I have the deed to Slovakia around here somewhere...AND a nice little resort/mansion that you can scope out here:
http://realestate.escapeartist.com/P-21043/
the surrounding grounds leave a bit to be desired...but the area inside the complex is top notch.
As for the second...Are you sure about that? Canada might be sweet, but America? Even after all the shit that's happened to it lately? Environmental laws gone to shit, Messed up economics...Terrible beer and television...All that AND It might be tough to wrestle control of it from it's current leader (that stunod), Might take more than three hours.
So what say you to this...You and Zarina can kill time in Slovakia, get that place all ready, while I work at the North America thing.
I think the best course of action to take here is to rig the next presidential election, so that you (or the SG of your choice) becomes the next Pres.
Zarina is the only reason I'm going to work today.
(what?!?!? she's usually the reason I want to stay home...)
I'm dragging my exhausted butt to work today for the extra $40 or so I wouldn't get if I called in. Due to money concerns, I think I may need it. I plan to eat ramen noodles all year if I must in order to...
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(what?!?!? she's usually the reason I want to stay home...)
I'm dragging my exhausted butt to work today for the extra $40 or so I wouldn't get if I called in. Due to money concerns, I think I may need it. I plan to eat ramen noodles all year if I must in order to...
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fenris23:
I knew she was a good influence. Not counting your biting thing of course.
zarina:
you make me giggle.
Although it saddens me to not be able to talk to you while you're at work, you being here will be worth it.
Although it saddens me to not be able to talk to you while you're at work, you being here will be worth it.
Redid a few things on my profile... new fantasy, new crushes (took my ex-girlfriends out of there, since lately a couple of them are aggravating me).
Burning CDs from my crazyass music collection. Tell me what you like or give me an interesting theme and I'll send you CDs.
Burning CDs from my crazyass music collection. Tell me what you like or give me an interesting theme and I'll send you CDs.
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beaky:
what does one have to do to enter the "current crush" thingy of yours..
darkhorse:
I really like angry stuff a the moment, lovin Deftones etc.........
I believe one can judge her morning by the music stuck in her head...
And K's Choice means I'm really tired.
Well, that, and I've had Ani's "The Whole Night" playing on and off since I woke up at, yes, 5:30. Icky working in the morning. TWN makes me think of Zarina. I think I'll put it on a CD for her.
So, what was...
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And K's Choice means I'm really tired.
Well, that, and I've had Ani's "The Whole Night" playing on and off since I woke up at, yes, 5:30. Icky working in the morning. TWN makes me think of Zarina. I think I'll put it on a CD for her.
So, what was...
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zarina:
For once in my lifetime, nothing is stuck in my head... it's kind of creeping me out
isobel:
*jumps on SBG and humps madly*
you were way off base, but i don't care. it was just an excuse to get a piece o' you!
you were way off base, but i don't care. it was just an excuse to get a piece o' you!
:Kiss: