spidersandarrows

Anxiety is a bitch. And it lingers for no fucking reason. It burns the inside of my skull. I keep scratching at it, but I can't reach deep enough. It slowly makes it way down my neck then to my limbs. My joints and tendons stiffen from the build up of excess energy. Give me somthing to punch, please. I scream inside of my head because this is not a physical ailment. It's all internal and I fucking hate it. That's how it feels sometimes for no good reason.

I have to be at work in two and a half hours! I'd rather do homework for the rest of the day. Being behind in school is depressing. It's the fourth week and I have nothing done. I'm only working for a few hours but I'd rather not. Tonight, I'll have a proper update of what's I've been up to the past few weeks or so. FUCK WORK. FUCK IT.