spectresandy

Why, oh why, do I have such bad luck when it comes to dating? I am either to slow to ask or I can't summon the balls to ask. Last night I asked someone to go out with me for the first time since high school and got shot down. This is a classic case of me being a chicken shit and waiting to long to ask. The crappy thing is I was certain she was single, and over the last week I took her to a movie then coffee twice and spent New Years Eve alone with her only to be shut down the next day. Now I'm in a foul mood and I feel kinda bad for snapping at my sister a couple of times today and I argued with my Papa for the first time in ages. I'm tired of being alone and was starting to really like this girl. GAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There now I feel a little better, but not much. So far the new year isn't going to well and I can only hope it gets better soon. Hopefully after I have a good sleep I'll be in a better mood tomorrow.