spazoola

i suppose i sould update once in a while, eh? well. um. school starts soon and that stresses me out. i quit my bands. im doing a paid model shoot next week involving as much nudity as im comfortable with. i what to do nude modeling. i think. i just need to step out of my comfort level. im bad at coming up with creative ideas for shoots. they always ask me what my ideas are. i dont know! i want to do funky stuff. but the guy im shooting with next week should open some doors and some ideas for me, hopefully. it doesn't pay a whole lot but its legit and im just starting out. and it can be ongoing as well.. so i can do shoots with him like once a month when im in the cities if i want. we'll see how things go.
i've been feeling weirdly contempletive about things. sometimes thoughts pop into your head and then you just wonder about their existence continuously. arg. whatevs.
a few more pictures are up on model mayhem. i havent updated the other website in a while cuz im busy. meh!!

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