so very very tired after a somewhat scary weekend. amt, she is a mysterious substance. yeah, i felt my eyeballs come apart, staring into the irridescence of darkness and reverted to animal states whilst laying in a mess of kitty litter and dander. peanut butter covered chocolate goodness can be decieving. found faces in myposter: a screaming woman, a lioness, cro-magnum "plantified" fossil, a creepy old man, evil soul-stealing clown that turned into my puppy at home. the faces reminded me of the pictures where you have to choose whether or not they are two faces or a candle. it was truly amazing. too bad it had to come to an end. there will be pictures. the song "head like a hole" comes to mind, now 
i miss tripping.. too bad my brain's already lacking in seratonin. i'm always fucked for a week after i do anything chemically fun.