sparkle

bored. so i guess the fear of coming off to "easy" has renedered me pussy. i swear, 6 months ago, i would have no problems just gettin with someone who i liked (and liked me) but now it seems im all, "ooooh, what will he think?" type thing. grrr, and i complain cause i dont get any. its my own damn fault for not just persuing it. it also has a lot to do with the person im persuing also. damn those shy types! enh, i never understood that either. im a really outgoing and extroverted type and seem to get paired with those that arent. opposites attract, but this is just ridiculous. hopefully it all works out or something.