oh man, i'm so sad right now, i'm listening to some old mix tapes from the 90's.. it reminds me of the good times, I used to be a huge raver, and more... but looking at old pictures and listening to old music makes me remeber the best times of my life. I'm not quite sure why i'm so sad because of it all, but i'm to the brink of tears thinking about the past... I guess that is kind of pathetic, but I really do miss what I used to have, it goes so much deeper then i'm willing to say right now. But I know that I wasn't meant for what i'm doing now, I was meant to be in the scene, I love the scene... I miss the scene...... I belong there, it is me, I am it. God pathetic, I know, but understand this is my true feelings. Take me back, back to where I once was, take me to where I belong, lift me up and show me the love I once had... the times of old if you will. *sigh*
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