hi everyone!
after days of trying to get rid of my fever and cold i can happily say i am feeling loads better!!!!
during my hibernation,
I finished up my poison ivy costume
I think i might add some random flowers here and there to it as well!
so is everyone ready for halloween????!!!!
i sure am!
on a very depressing note.... member him?
well...him and i might be calling quits on our relationship.. you see before i moved to portland....I still lived in california, i met him here and i feel in love with him..he lived in portland and had visiting and he promised hed move back in dec. he never did, bc somethings came up. never the less i waited a very long time...during the period of time, My heart went through so much..until one day i moved to portland. things were fine until i had to move back to cali. hes still in portland and wont be back until feb....if he is able to get a place and a job. i feel that this is just going to end up being just like before. so i decided that my heart doesnt deserve the pain again...i owe it to my sanity. if he doesnt move here in feb or i dont see any progress....i think that will be in the end of it. everyone knows that distance strains two people....
regardless i have many changes coming up so im excited for those<3
after days of trying to get rid of my fever and cold i can happily say i am feeling loads better!!!!
during my hibernation,
I finished up my poison ivy costume
I think i might add some random flowers here and there to it as well!
so is everyone ready for halloween????!!!!
i sure am!
on a very depressing note.... member him?
well...him and i might be calling quits on our relationship.. you see before i moved to portland....I still lived in california, i met him here and i feel in love with him..he lived in portland and had visiting and he promised hed move back in dec. he never did, bc somethings came up. never the less i waited a very long time...during the period of time, My heart went through so much..until one day i moved to portland. things were fine until i had to move back to cali. hes still in portland and wont be back until feb....if he is able to get a place and a job. i feel that this is just going to end up being just like before. so i decided that my heart doesnt deserve the pain again...i owe it to my sanity. if he doesnt move here in feb or i dont see any progress....i think that will be in the end of it. everyone knows that distance strains two people....
regardless i have many changes coming up so im excited for those<3
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graves10:
Read your post in dating sucks group, seriously don't let someone ever tell you that you have to change for them, total bullshit! Hope you know your worth can't be measured by anyone, stay strong!
chrysis:
Rawrawr. 