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So I have had a lump on the top of my head for a few years, and in the last 6 months, it has tripled in size. It looks like I got hit on the head with a 2x4. I found out that I have a scyst... I always had thing thought in the back of my mind ... cancer.... glad to know for sure that it isn't. It seems you can go a day without hearing something about cancer these days, I guess that is why I always had that thought.

Anywho, on the 18th I have to go in for a followup with my family doctor, and if he has time, he will cut it out right there, if not, I have to make a followup appointment.

I am kinda nervous, just because I am not getting gas or anything, they are just going to freeze it. Whenever I go to the dentist, they always fuck up on the freezing, and I usually squirm in pain before the dentist says "Oh... can you feel that? I should give you some more freezing" So I am just nervous this doctor is going to start cutting a hole in my head, I am going to feel it, punch him in the face, grab the freezing needle, stick it in his nutsack, yell CAN YOU FEEL THAT BITCH!!! And really, what would that solve? Then I am just going to have a hole in my head, a lot of pain, and have to remove the cyst myself. Not to mention the proceeding charges that will most likely be laid down.

Man I hope the doctor freezes the top of my head properly.