granny is sick, in the hospital. apparently she missed the follow-up shot after the last treatment in her round of chemo (due to being at my aunt's funeral -- makes me laugh in that way that mocks real laughter), her white blood cells were seriously weakened, and she got a bad infection. she's in a "safe" room at the hospital. I feel panicked and confused...
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soooo tired. time for bed, I think even though it's only just 9. I think i deserve a little sleep, dammit. I feel - peaceful, calmer, in a mildly surprising mood. and very very sleepy.... goodnight!
back from the east coast... my heart is breaking in ways I never knew were really possible. compounding the shattering with the boy, there's all the sorrow in my family; seeing my great uncle's red eyes drop tears, and his sweet sweet smile, as he watched us put lumps of wet reddish earth onto the box holding his wife, only a few dozen yards from...
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my great aunt died yesterday. I think she died of grief (her son hanged himself last month), even though she had a heart attack. I haven't been to a funeral in a long time, sine my grandpa died -- dreading it. flying back east tomorrow. at this rate I will have no family left by the end of the year... i wish it wasn't so...
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vutek:
aw, sorry to hear about all that.
do you have a big book of crossword puzzles to take on the flight?
do you have a big book of crossword puzzles to take on the flight?
dunx:
Baby...I'm so sorry. I hope things get better for you soon.
If not, we're going to Mexico.
But I am sorry. Yell after you get back whenever you have time..you know where I'll be.
If not, we're going to Mexico.
But I am sorry. Yell after you get back whenever you have time..you know where I'll be.
feeling better, both emotionally and physically. I basically slept all week and used up all my days off being sick. bah! I guess I needed the rest even though i feel like a lazy bum... hmmmm. high hopes for next week. perhaps I will at last master the fine art of time management, for starters. ok I am tired, I can't think of anything interesting...
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I HATE being sick. someone bring me some soup, please. plus I have yesterday, today, and tomorrow off, and I will spend all 3 being sick.
dunx, all your fault. grrrrrrr
dunx, all your fault. grrrrrrr
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blinding3rdeye:
I hope you feel betta soon! 
dunx:
Not my fault honey, I got sick a day or two after you and it's only kinda bad today. oh wait, no, that's my hangover. But my throat still hurts a lot. And I was totally thinkin of blaming you...
Oh well, I'm sure you're better by now and that's good.
OHOHOH!!! Read my journal for the news. I'm probably not in quite as good of shape as I seem on there, but I'm not far off.
Take care. Adios.
Oh well, I'm sure you're better by now and that's good.
OHOHOH!!! Read my journal for the news. I'm probably not in quite as good of shape as I seem on there, but I'm not far off.
Take care. Adios.
i had a good night. two, actually, mellow and peaceful and warm...
dunx:
I had a great night. Thanks again. I'm up for it whenever you are. After spring break I should have hoards more time, too...maybe.
feeling confused... as usual. but looking forward to making some big changes in my life over the next several months and learning to deal with them peacefully. my life is becoming a tiny bit more solid, I can deal with it now. will I know when I am grown up? I don't know if I want to or not. I envy the wise sparkle in...
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aaronsrod:
You seem to be feeling a little melancholic, I can relate to that, beware the Ides of March and all that, mind you the Ides is not till the 15th but who's counting.
I hope you find your peace soon and in the mean time have a smile on me
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If you would like me to stay in touch then add me as a friend and I will drop by when ever I can.
Nuckinya
I hope you find your peace soon and in the mean time have a smile on me
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If you would like me to stay in touch then add me as a friend and I will drop by when ever I can.
Nuckinya
I got a labret last night; hurts a little now, but is making me happy. it makes me feel hot, for the first time in forever.
I have to clean my room -- every time my ex comes over he manages to completely trash my room, without even trying and completely good-naturedly. he's like a mini-tornado, it's so impressive I can't even get mad anymore,...
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I have to clean my room -- every time my ex comes over he manages to completely trash my room, without even trying and completely good-naturedly. he's like a mini-tornado, it's so impressive I can't even get mad anymore,...
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happy today for no good reason. it's quite a relief. strange how the deepest depression just lifts for a few moments and then i can believe i will feel more solid soon...
desmobile:
what a great name you have, my town ! LOL
tyj:
hello Paris!!!
you see, that it is my song of the other day which you read, who return to you happy
one says thank you who??? Thank you my tyj for love ( saw you I am nice I make you the answers with )
then if have you desires you can cover my person of kisses...
good, I close my mouth!
sincerly, that pleasure to me to know you happy
big jolie paris
take cares of you
you see, that it is my song of the other day which you read, who return to you happy
one says thank you who??? Thank you my tyj for love ( saw you I am nice I make you the answers with
)
then if have you desires you can cover my person of kisses...
good, I close my mouth!
sincerly, that pleasure to me to know you happy
big
jolie paris
take cares of you