i often imagine myself getting hit by a car. not like in an "i'm scared of that" way (although the way i cross streets, maybe it should be), more like "that must be a really bizarre and incredible feeling." the shock of the impact, always unexpected; flying through the air in a way that humans were not made to do, that part must be exhilarating...
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so i met this really awesome irish surfer boy on the boat party. i gave him my number. he gave me mushrooms... i really really really want him to call me. i haven't been single in so long it feels really strange. & exciting, too, i guess. i will be elated if he calls. i hope he's not doing that stupid thing where you wait...
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venice:
Yeah, i don't really want an even keel either. I think it's what I've been trying for and completely failing at. I want to go out and be reckless and experience things. It's just kind of scary.
dunx:
Awesome. IGood luck honey.
And speaking of eager..hm. wonder if there's any cute Irish surfer boys named....wait...
And speaking of eager..hm. wonder if there's any cute Irish surfer boys named....wait...
i had soooooo much fucking fun last night! wow. something about putting hundreds of people on a boat and setting off into the bay with booze drugs and music is just so magical.
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lil_tuffy:
I haven't done that in years but the last time I did I got claustropbic and everyone annyoed me and all I wanted was off the boat.
glad you had fun though.
:tuffy:
glad you had fun though.
:tuffy:
aaronsrod:
now that does sound like fun, I am glad my ole-man has a yacht that I can use for such debauchery hehe.
wow. it can be a shock to see someone who isn't just nutty but is really truly fucking insane. the dude sitting next to me at the coffeeshop is making this bizarre sucking noise every minutes and muttering violently about torture and conspiracy at the newspaper in a strangled, high pitched voice. i'm both fascinated and repulsed. san francisco is teeming with loonies but sometimes...
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ldwarren:
I really hope this your last journal ever.
this guy sounds like me with a hangover
this guy sounds like me with a hangover
miguelitooooo:
don't forget that mental illness is illness -- there is absolutely no choice or control going on there. i just feel sorry for those people myself, know that i could be there with the slip of a neron myself, and i personally get very very mad that our mental health system was gutted during the reagan-bush years, to the extent that alla these people are now grody homeless folks when they should be in institutions, a tthe least.
last night we had a Scooter Adventure! meaning 4 people on two tiny scooters riding out to the warehouse district in bayview for a full moon "party" that turned out to be some hippies playing CDs and skipping around to psytrance. it was fun though, we explored the dodgy warehouses and alleys (i love decreepit industrial environments) & drank tequila from a juice bottle and...
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a_vanity:
That sounds like a very fun and interesting evening!!!
I outta try that
I outta try that
ldwarren:
you werent the person that nicked my iPod the other week were you? I immediately bought a replacement and Im sure you will love your's too.
Scooter adventures sounds fun but I would say that drugs+scooter adventure could lead to bloodshed.
Scooter adventures sounds fun but I would say that drugs+scooter adventure could lead to bloodshed.
i feel fat. 
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venice:
I'm glad I'm not the only one who loves water. So many people say things like, oh, it's just water, it's all the same, and it doesn't taste like anything anyway. They are so wrong. I am really picky about my water, there are brands of bottled water I refuse to drink.
ktkate:
Me too. But you aren't, I know that never helps to hear it, but damn woman, if I were gay, I'd do you in a second. =) So smile and stop feeling like that.
i just burned my tongue on coffee: ow. i always do it.
so sometimes i'm even more relieved the weekend is over than i am when it's about to start. i am sooo fucking exhausted.
aftermath:
-i'm covered with bruises 95% of which i can't explain.
-my nose hurts.
-my teeth hurt.
-i twisted my right ankle and i think the left one is hurting...
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so sometimes i'm even more relieved the weekend is over than i am when it's about to start. i am sooo fucking exhausted.
aftermath:
-i'm covered with bruises 95% of which i can't explain.
-my nose hurts.
-my teeth hurt.
-i twisted my right ankle and i think the left one is hurting...
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belljar:
fantastic... I'll be downtown for work tomorrow, so I could meet any time before 1ish, just let me know where works for you. thanks again!
belljar:
and i can never explain 95% of my bruises either. so weird.
i learned some new vocabulary yesterday:
"coney island whitefish" = used condoms floating in the gowanus canal! fuck that's funny.
"coney island whitefish" = used condoms floating in the gowanus canal! fuck that's funny.
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venice:
I work in NE, actually. But I love that there are little funcky neighborhoods like that all over here.
My dad found a full condom tied around the door handles of his church last Sunday. I guess that's mildly related...
My dad found a full condom tied around the door handles of his church last Sunday. I guess that's mildly related...
mas_o_menos:
that is really grosse
in a good way?
anyways, we should actually kick it sometime
drink perhaps?
let me know
in a good way?
anyways, we should actually kick it sometime
drink perhaps?
let me know
inquiring minds want to know:
-crass or the exploited?
-when did people start saying "shit tons" and where did this come from?
-oakland or SF?
-do you agree that eggs are the perfect food?
-what would you put on your personal crest?
-laptop or desktop?
-jameson or maker's?
-how do you feel about jello biafra?
-crass or the exploited?
-when did people start saying "shit tons" and where did this come from?
-oakland or SF?
-do you agree that eggs are the perfect food?
-what would you put on your personal crest?
-laptop or desktop?
-jameson or maker's?
-how do you feel about jello biafra?
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al:
Can I just pick Jameson for all of them?
dunx:
Yeah, we deserve whatever ego boosting we can scrape together at this point. And I REALLY deserved this one.
-I might be the only punk around that has no opinion on this one.
-High school. From Hell.
-SF of course. Unless we're talking baseball.
-I think you could guess my opinion on this one. Yes, the perfect food.
-Booze, Bitches, and Blow(jobs?). The 3 B's.
-Laptop
-Jameson. By far. Not big on protestants if nothing else. And there are things else. Like the whiskey.
-Eh, whatev.
-I might be the only punk around that has no opinion on this one.
-High school. From Hell.
-SF of course. Unless we're talking baseball.
-I think you could guess my opinion on this one. Yes, the perfect food.
-Booze, Bitches, and Blow(jobs?). The 3 B's.
-Laptop
-Jameson. By far. Not big on protestants if nothing else. And there are things else. Like the whiskey.
-Eh, whatev.
last night i got really stoned with my roommate and discovered my New Favourite Thing: Queer Eye! fuck was it ever hilarious. ok, i know everyone else in the universe already knows and loves this show, but i never ever watch tv. i'm a dinosaur (really!).
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venice:
I don't know if we know each other, but I happened to notice that you're friends with Al, dunx, KtKate, and Mei, and if you went to school with them, then you went to school with me, too. So maybe?
flux:
Guilt is for suckahs! Indulgence is the new path to enlightenment. We'll all be chubby little Buddhas.
Also, what Venice said. Small world.
Also, what Venice said. Small world.
I'll include return postage and letter..
K?!!
oscar