I love to dance... I mean, i've always known that, but lately i have had the opportunity to dance lots to music i actually love much more often than I have in the recent past... it makes me happy and exhausted and manic in a good way.
on a less sugary-happy note: I suspected it might be trouble when I found myself having two close female friends at once (my first time since high school with 2 close ones in the same city at the same time). for a while we were inseparable, every weekend spent in eachothers' pockets. But know there is something weird going on and I feel hurt and confused and i have no clue what's gone wrong between us. girls fucking suck. I don't understand them in so many ways, on so many levels. Somehow the way I relate to boys is so much more straightforward and chill, and always has been. That seems vaguely unfair, doesn't it?
also: if you haven't read motherless brooklyn (novel by Jonathan Lethem, 2002), do it -- best book I've read in a very long time. funny and bittersweet and brutal and much too real...
I have resolved to stay in tonight no matter what. I don't think it will be too hard, i'm already sleepy.
on a less sugary-happy note: I suspected it might be trouble when I found myself having two close female friends at once (my first time since high school with 2 close ones in the same city at the same time). for a while we were inseparable, every weekend spent in eachothers' pockets. But know there is something weird going on and I feel hurt and confused and i have no clue what's gone wrong between us. girls fucking suck. I don't understand them in so many ways, on so many levels. Somehow the way I relate to boys is so much more straightforward and chill, and always has been. That seems vaguely unfair, doesn't it?
also: if you haven't read motherless brooklyn (novel by Jonathan Lethem, 2002), do it -- best book I've read in a very long time. funny and bittersweet and brutal and much too real...
I have resolved to stay in tonight no matter what. I don't think it will be too hard, i'm already sleepy.
I konw what you mean about relating more to guys. Most of my friends are girls but theyre all tomboys so I think that has something to do with it.
Actually I dont like most guys either. I need people who are like.... a little bit of both.
I'll have to check out that book. I have so many books I still need to read. I wish I read faster.