soph

So I'm back... again. I always get the urge to return after I am around a computer again for a certain length of time... and wow the new girls are lovely and I am excited to meet new people again... my world is tempestuous right now, I can't even really tell if I am happy or drowning. maybe both. been thinking lots about webs and being caught lately. having lots of really intense dreams involving people I love secretly but am too shy to bring more deeply into my life... feeling on the edge of something, as I do periodically, I just never seem to get to see what's on the other side. maybe this time. My body feels foreign and I feel a little lost in it.