somewhat_damaged

THINGS ON MY MIND

I could cry 1,000,000 tears and not feel a thing

I think tomorrow Ill work on music...

I really like my sisters boyfriend, he feels like my brother

I could play the same note on my guitar and love it none the less

I dont think Im scared of anything other then the fear that I hurt others

I can seem to sing loud enough

My piano is beautiful

I miss my teenage mutant ninja turtles

I miss my mother

I hope my brother beats his cancer

I hope my father is okI call him at work just to tell him I love him

I really think that there is a purpose to my being here

I can help but wonder if I should believe in god or myself

I love to dream

Nothing makes me happier then seeing those in my presence smile

I havent cried in so long

I hate my job

I cant see myself living without my sister

I miss running threw the sprinklers

My friends summer and gene are trying to hook me up with AmandaIm scared

Maybe tomorrow it will snow

I love the sound of wind blowing threw the trees

I dont think I could love anyone in my life outside my family right now because my family needs it moreit seems pointless to try to find love anymore. I feel like I date the same woman over and over and they fuck me up over and over.