Ok. Let's see.....I am going to have to go out tomorrow....I need to get this Stephen King book. I started reading his dark tower series back probably about 9 or 10 or so years ago....when I was in jr high maybe? Anyway, the last two were ok, but not as good as the original three....hopefully this one will be better. So I will probably be reading something either tomorrow or Friday morning....and I haven't read a book for a while, so it will be a little different.
I think I am going to play a little more far cry and then I maybe will go to bed. I don't know yet....I wish I had someone to talk to on the net right now....maybe I will hit sg chat for a little while...later.
I think I am going to play a little more far cry and then I maybe will go to bed. I don't know yet....I wish I had someone to talk to on the net right now....maybe I will hit sg chat for a little while...later.
thedishwasher:
im not generally the dishonest type... but its hard as hell to quit smoking and when the guy tells you not to even use the patch you have to go cold turkey or else you dont love them... you want to do anything you can to prove to them that you do... so when you fuck up, admitting it is the equivalent of not loving them, at least thats how things work with him... im not trying to deffend my lieing, i realise it was a mistake, and i didnt lie to him after that, and actually i had quite smoking for real up until after he dumped me.... so i dont believe its fair for him to hold a grudge so strongly over it (it happened months and months ago) especially when i know he cheated on me, and lies to me about it to this day...and i really dont know why im telling all this to you, but im upset and what you said kind of hurt.... before you comment on something at least hear the entire story... im sorry my entry reminded you of unhappy times...
thedishwasher:
your advice does make sense, and in all honesty ive been trying to do so for the past week... i havent talked to him except in response to when he talks to me... id like things to end without us despising one another, plus he still has all my stuff (ok sounded so materialistic there, but im trying to convince myself im not a totall asshole for not ignoring him, hahaha) im not sure what his problem is that he cant just move on, especially since hes the one to dump me and tell me all he wanted was to not speak to me again... ugh... i think hes crazy or something, i dunno... i should prolly sleep instead of telling a complete stranger my life story, hahaha ... g'night