I don't know what to think. I feel like I put in too much effort with my gf and she doesn't seem to want to put in effort. I just hate it. I really like her, and things seem to go really good between us when we are together which is rare and getting rarer. We have only gone out once in the past month and we talked about going out tonight but I called her and she never called me back. She might be at work and everything might be fine but I dont' know. Her family is kinda wacky religious and that might be a lot of the problem. I just don't know. Anyway, I am probably going to do a semibreakup pretty soon here.....Meaning I am going to probably tell her that if she wants to stay together that it's basically ball in her court because I am feeling rejected. I dont' want to put in all the effort for us to be together, which is what is happening lately. I wish it didn't have to be this way but seemingly it might have to be.
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Sometimes it really is better to just move on. If it is meant to be it will and she will realize one day too late what she threw away.