Wow my whole family on my Pops side is in town, even my uncle from Oklahoma whom I havent seen in 5 years. So crazy when this family gets together its kind of crazy but in a great way. It was sooooo good seeing my Pops with a smile on his face I think it had been like a month since I have see that....
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So I saw my mom break down for only the second time in the last four years of my Pop's being sick and it fucking breaks my heart. I wish I could help her more but I don't know what to do. I find myself getting more and more angry and depressed every day. 
fellonearth:
I'm really sorry to hear about your "Pop" (It really is cool that you call him that). I can tell that you care for your family a great deal, and I can't imagine how frustrating it must be for you to see something like this happening yet not be able to do anything to fix it. You can always give your father your love though, and being supportive of your mother when she really needs you may be the best thing you can do for her. I don't want to pry, but if it helps to relieve some of the stress I'd be willing to listen to you and try to cheer you up a bit if I can. In the mean time, I hope everything is alright. Take care.
frolleinsuzy:
Sweetie, dont feel bad. I send you lots of kisses 
Why must it always be one extream or another? I am sick of this roller coaster I want off. 
Haven't seen him this sick in a long time it really is breaking my heart.
fellonearth:
Who's sick? Your poor kitty? I'm sorry to hear it (if so), I always get sad when I hear an animal is hurt or is sick. Right now it's my Dad's dog, he's got cancer again, this time in several places. We can't stomach having him go through surgery another time since he was miserable during his recovery the last time. He's getting on in his years though and he still seems happy, so we're just going to let nature take it's course this time. I just hope that when the time comes he goes peacefully in his sleep without any pain...
If you wan't to see a picture of "Shorty" (short for Shardik), you can see him here: Shorty He's kind of semi-famous. Really, I think it's just that he's begged food from just about everyone who's visited (and they almost always indulge him).
I'm sorry to hear it (if so), I always get sad when I hear an animal is hurt or is sick. Right now it's my Dad's dog, he's got cancer again, this time in several places. We can't stomach having him go through surgery another time since he was miserable during his recovery the last time. He's getting on in his years though and he still seems happy, so we're just going to let nature take it's course this time. I just hope that when the time comes he goes peacefully in his sleep without any pain...
If you wan't to see a picture of "Shorty" (short for Shardik), you can see him here: Shorty He's kind of semi-famous.
Really, I think it's just that he's begged food from just about everyone who's visited (and they almost always indulge him). Wow went on a bad date tonight dating is kinda lame... 
I wish I could kick gods ass he is kinda a dick....
Wow the new layout is great but will take some getting used to.
I am such a lazy homebody these days, it seems like every weekend I just want to lay around the house and do nothing. I guess being back in the working world has sucked the life out of me again. I just need to find a way to win the lotto or...
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I am such a lazy homebody these days, it seems like every weekend I just want to lay around the house and do nothing. I guess being back in the working world has sucked the life out of me again. I just need to find a way to win the lotto or...
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Tan or not tan, how do you like your guys/girls?
fellonearth:
Medium Rare 
So for the first time I am living paycheck to paycheck and it totally sucks. Making less than I used to is hard. I dont start getting a bonus until my 90 days is up so I guess I will be poor as fuck until July. Being poor on the day you get paid is a very bad feeling.
So I am on a cleaning kick today I hope it lasts and I get my place in order it has been a disaster for months...
starrie23:
Wish that I was on that same kick!! 
I hope you had a good weekend and enjoy the 4th of July (if you feel so inclined - at least the fireworks are nice... I guess if you don't have a headache or something.) Oh well.