What is a good life? I often get the feeling that people are doing much more interesting things than what Im doing. But are they? What should I be doing? What should we be doing with the time that we have? I guess you could say we should be doing anything worthwhile. Im boring myself with this blog, so Ill end it here.
I'm looking for a house to buy. I have to get out of this cramped room or I'll go nuts. Good news - I got a permanent job last week so I should have no trouble getting a home loan. They said I could borrow about $330,000. Not enough to buy in an area I would prefer but enough to get something decent in the...
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faetree:
How's the house hunting going? Any luck?
helly:
Hi <3
"She sent me letters, familiar papers, name of the street where I should turn.
Then she stood outside wrapped in a bath towel yelling once you leave boy you can't return."
And so I said good bye to the only girl I ever loved.
Love that transformed into pain. Like I had holes blowing straight through me.
Love that left me crying. Love that left...
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Then she stood outside wrapped in a bath towel yelling once you leave boy you can't return."
And so I said good bye to the only girl I ever loved.
Love that transformed into pain. Like I had holes blowing straight through me.
Love that left me crying. Love that left...
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I've been off work with a cold for the last two days. Tonight I'm listening to Neil Young's album "Living with War" which is a frank indictment of the Iraq war and a terrific LP. My two nephews visited for the last few days. I had fun playing with them and introducing them to The Lord of the Rings with my 16" Treebeard toy. They...
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bepps:
I dunno about for marriage, but I do know that for general relationships it's true that if you can't be happy by yourself, you won't be able to be happy in a relationship. I know that's not what you're asking, but this did remind me of it and I'm typin' anyway so I figured I'd type that. 
Hi all. I have been on a lengthy sojourn from this digital world. Why? I'm not sure. I seem to have retreated from the world like a bear hibernating. What brings me back is a desire to reconnect with those souls I have come to know here. I have been watching endless DVDs and listening to Rage Against The Machine and drinking too much beer...
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faetree:
Thanks 
I completely understand why you would need a break from this site. I too haven't been on here much. Not that i have ever been a prolific blogger anyway...And Hopefully you have come out of hibernation (just in time for winter!), not always a healthy option. Though I have also been hibernating, then feeling guilty that I don't contact my friends, then hibernating some more (for me it has been sewing and watching Buffy). I also hope that you are feeling a lot better than you were last year, sounded like a scary place.
Congratulations on new job, where at may I ask?
Golf, I can't comment on. I was just teasing my workmate for buying golf clubs at a garage sale (I on the other hand hand believe I found a fantastic deal, a $5 overlocker)..to be honest I can't imagine a more frustrating sport. But that's me, someone who usually ducks if there is a ball coming her way (actually an advantage on a golf course)
I completely understand why you would need a break from this site. I too haven't been on here much. Not that i have ever been a prolific blogger anyway...And Hopefully you have come out of hibernation (just in time for winter!), not always a healthy option. Though I have also been hibernating, then feeling guilty that I don't contact my friends, then hibernating some more (for me it has been sewing and watching Buffy). I also hope that you are feeling a lot better than you were last year, sounded like a scary place.
Congratulations on new job, where at may I ask?
Golf, I can't comment on. I was just teasing my workmate for buying golf clubs at a garage sale (I on the other hand hand believe I found a fantastic deal, a $5 overlocker)..to be honest I can't imagine a more frustrating sport. But that's me, someone who usually ducks if there is a ball coming her way (actually an advantage on a golf course)
That new medication I started didn't work for very long. It gave me a bit of a lift but the depression just came back. I'd pretty much exhausted medication options and I new the next step in terms of treatment would be ECT (electro-convulsive therapy). At one stage I wouldn't have considered such a drastic measure but by now I was willing to try anything....
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bepps:
Well good luck, man.
I miss you!
I miss you!
ooni:
Where are you?
So my account expired for a while but i just worked out how to get it back. I've been living back at my mum's place now for about 6 months and saving money but i might move out to my own place again soon.
I've been pretty much in the pits with depression for most of this year but i've just started a new medication...
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I've been pretty much in the pits with depression for most of this year but i've just started a new medication...
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helly:
Love I totally feel you. Hope you are doing ok and we should get together soon <3
monna:
i hope you get better with the new medicine take care and stay possitive
He took his life as sacrifice
And weaved himself a womb.
Still darkness called for him
To build himself a tomb.
And weaved himself a womb.
Still darkness called for him
To build himself a tomb.
I have to move house. I found an unopened letter from the real estate agent last week that was about a month old. I opened it and discovered it was a termination notice. So I have to hand in the keys by the 5th of January. I've decided to move back to my mum's place for a while and save a bit of money then...
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lillie_:
fuck i am so sorry to hear this babe hope all turns out ok for you
beckyjane:
Hope that situation all worked out!
Let me tell you a secret:
That night I saw tall buildings made of glass,
I saw particles illuminated by stars.
I saw wagons painted white,
And cripples leaning on love.
That night I saw tall buildings made of glass,
I saw particles illuminated by stars.
I saw wagons painted white,
And cripples leaning on love.
twilightrose:
thanks, so you are moving, that has got to suck
Dont worry I aint doing anything interesting either