socogentleman

So the guy I work for... well my store manager (I have numerous people to answer to... think Officespace) hates it when we curse even when it's after store hours. Well, I've had this bad headache since about 2pm Monday afternoon and I had been working on someone's computer that they had FUBARed for about 2 1/2 hours. I finally get done with the computer and I go to talk to one of my other guys about it and my boss appears and gets on my ass because our computer display looked like shit. I don't blame him for not being happy... I blame him for getting on my ass about it and not the people who left me the mess from this morning. It's about 5 minutes 'till closing so I rush to get everything straight so I could go home and dope up on pain killers hoping to rid myself of this pain i've been enduring for so long. Coincidently we had people there to redo our floors and there were some big screen tvs that had to be moved from a hallway. 3 guys up front were doing nothing and then bitched about how I wasn't helping. I told them to fuck off and that I had more important things to do than to help out their lazy asses and they were pretty low on my shit to do list. Well, one of my supervisors told me to help them out and I told her that big boss had a job for me already. Well, bossman comes around the corner and asks if he had heard me curse at her and I was like "no, i was cursing at the guys trying to get me to do their job. I told them they were low on my list of people to help and they didn't care for it." Funny thing is I was ready for him to lay into me for cursing but all he said "oh okay then. just making sure." Yeah, I was shocked but I went back to work and got my shit taken care of. Apparantly he really didn't give a fuck about it because I ended up talking to him for like a half hour about home audio stuff (yeah, I do home audio and computers) and he never brought up what happened. I was quite happy.

Anyway, I had someone say they really liked this away message I wrote up. I typed it up about 3 days ago and I haven't posted it yet so what the hell, here goes nothing.

I see you leave and I worry
I don't know where you go
I don't know what you've been doing
I don't know what you will do
You've been drinking a lot
You've been drinking too much
You need to stop but you don't
I worry about you
You're my little sister
I love you with all my heart
But it's like you don't even notice
You are now a reason why I drink
Not someone I drink with
You don't know that I cried when you left
I cried because of how much I care
I care about your safety
I care about your inocense
You are grown up and responsible
Yet you are still my little sister
Though we are not actually related
I am scared that you have found a replacement for me
A newer model with better features
I am obsolete
I am no longer needed
So here I lay in tears
I miss you
I love you


I wanted it to be longer but I reached the character cap... yeah it sucks because I wanted to make it longer. Oh well, time for bed.