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so i decided tonight that i'm going to do it. not sure when, but i'm deTERmined to apply for suicidegirl-dom. it just seems like such a positive thing for me to focus energy on. (of course, this may be a superb way to deviate my attention away from my studies yet another semester- last semester it was canvassing for kerry- but i'll gladly accept that. )

reasons i will do this...
*it's a challenge that i know i can rise to.
*rather than looking at all these other women and thinking "wow how attractive and sexual, " i can look at my SELF (and know that other people are looking at me!) and think that.
*narcissistic? vain? maybe! an excuse to get nekid and take sex-a-licious photos? you bet!! what more of a reason do i need??
*to prove that even voluptuous women are damn sexy.

there will be some things involved in this challenge. who knows what sort of a timeline i'll be on. ..
*i finally get to get my first few tattoo work when tax money comes back. that's DAMN exciting!!
*for once i don't have a job that forbids facial piercings. lebret and septum: i'm sorry to break the news, but...
*finding a photographer shouldn't be too difficult. i have some ideas.
*ideas for photoshoots are not going to be a problem. i've got a running list in my head.