I am Introverted as I've learned to call it much nicer sounding then anti social. I do love company of others, but in small doses. Sure I go to parties and raves from time to time but when the crowds get big I need my girls Molly Lucy Mary Güera and on the occasion I'll even go with my eX.
I've tried being what a girl wants but I'm just too nice of a guy. Like they say "Nice Guys always finish LAST" it's true. Well not always but more often then not it's true.
I'm 26 and have only really dated 2 girls in my life. I guess I have dated roughly 40-60 girls but I don't really dont count meeting up at a party not saying more then a quick "Hello" then meet up at the end of the night to attempt "Multiplication" as dating.
I'm not a woman beater but I was told by this beautiful petite girlfriend of mine that if I was she'd be on me like @radeo at a Underwear Convention. Lol made me laugh her saying that. We still YouTube her video "A Year in Underwear" from time to time. She's an addict too. She gets about 200 pairs a year nothing to pricey most expensive was a 100$ pair I regifted as I caught my lady at the time cheating.
I mean sure I can pull a one night stand with a good looking girl but I feel dirty afterwards. I don't like taking getting into the cookie jar without knowing the baker. Ive gone out with women of many shapes and sizes ages from 15 up until i turned 18 to 47.
I am that guy that wakes up before you and makes you breakfast in bed. Making sure that lastnight was a mutual thing. I always make sure to not go home with a girl if I don't know how many she's had, and when I do I try stay 4 drinks ahead so they are the more sober of the two of us. I also never bother if she's had more then 8-10 drinks. Why you may ask? I feel dirty if I do.
Now that you know that about me.you probably see why I see love as an intangible dream. Sure I can go back to sketchy work and have a girl on my side but that's not love she just wants what I got.. not who I am.
Ik I go from one thing to another but that's my ADD jumping from one thing to another. Sober now 7 months.
But anyways how do you get a girl with out being what I call a douche bag, i.e. a guy that is unemployed, only talks to you cuz he wants a piece of ass, treats you like shit, beats you physically and/or verbally.
Like my really old friends tell me I woulda loved being born in the early 1950's. But then again like Mac Miller says in S.D.S.
I aint nobody, and neither are you
Been contempating if i even still believe in the truth
I'm so stubborn, I'd rather write my own history book
Where the world don't give a Fuck 'bout how you physically look
Til I find her I will continue to Live Love Smile Fuck. Keep my head high, and my morals low.
LLSF Snugasauras