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♥ I got into my size 14 jeans last night with no flabby overhang
This made me grin like a fucking loon for most of the night as I've not been in a size 14 since before I had the kids 6 years ago
♥ I booked tomorrow off work too, so I don't have to get up for the next two days quite so...
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bleeder:
Sorry about being absent. Had to take a rest from Sg. You look great!
bleeder:
I am doing good. Just taking life in good stride. I made a new myspace page. It is minimal.
♥ Tomorrow morning the kids leave to go to Cornwall with their Dad for 4 days. This means I will have the house all to myself for three wonderful peaceful nights
♥ Because of this, I am going to take Thursday off work and have a day to myself, to a) finally get my eyes tested after not having had them done for over 3...
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♥ Because of this, I am going to take Thursday off work and have a day to myself, to a) finally get my eyes tested after not having had them done for over 3...
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infinity:
yay for having the house to yourself and getting to spend a few days doing what you want to.
lots of other good things going on too.

lots of other good things going on too.
mat8drb:
Have a relaxing Thursday. Don't be too hard on yourself - you're allowed a day off your diet, aren't you? Just don't go mad.
Oh, and yay on the jeans!
Oh, and yay on the jeans!
The gift of the Taurean is resilience, fixidity and endurance
Ultimately the Taurean needs to discover their truest, deepest and highest values. When they know what is truly valuable, they are no longer chained to people and to things that have to do with lesser values. The greatest indication of value to a Taurean is beauty, which cannot be owned, only appreciated.
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Ultimately the Taurean needs to discover their truest, deepest and highest values. When they know what is truly valuable, they are no longer chained to people and to things that have to do with lesser values. The greatest indication of value to a Taurean is beauty, which cannot be owned, only appreciated.
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sinope:
welll I doooooooooooooooooooo!
gtwr:
Thanks for the birthday and valentine's wishes
They were very much appreciated.
Congratulations for all the amazing feats you mentioned. Losing all that weight, starting to get financially sorted and getting your self confidence back. That's all wonderful. I'm so happy for you. And getting a man aswell. That's excellent. I'm even happier for you

Congratulations for all the amazing feats you mentioned. Losing all that weight, starting to get financially sorted and getting your self confidence back. That's all wonderful. I'm so happy for you. And getting a man aswell. That's excellent. I'm even happier for you

Forget yesterday. Blah, blah, blah.
Today's been good
Still missing chatting with A, but not much I can do about it at the moment until he's ready to come find me online again
- Edit: sorted

Put on a pair of trousers for work today, and have spent the entire day having to pull them up every time I got out of my chair because...
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Today's been good




Put on a pair of trousers for work today, and have spent the entire day having to pull them up every time I got out of my chair because...
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infinity:
good to hear that today has been going better!
schiavona:
Don't you just love that feeling of the pants falling down because you lost the weight? Of course, it then gets a little annoying because, once again, nothing fits right. But I guess that means you get to go SHOPPING for new stuff!!
Congrats on the weight loss. Keep it up, love.
Oh, and hey, I love you!

Oh, and hey, I love you!



I don't even know how to explain it, it's kind of contradictory. To be happy, yet so utterly depressed.
Things are finally beginning to look up for me on all fronts, and yet I feel so so alone tonight. I just want someone to talk to, to be held, to have my hair stroked and feel someone breathe hot breath on me.
I miss not...
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Things are finally beginning to look up for me on all fronts, and yet I feel so so alone tonight. I just want someone to talk to, to be held, to have my hair stroked and feel someone breathe hot breath on me.
I miss not...
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infinity:
i know the feeling, when you feel like you're all alone and just want to know that somewhere out there someone is thinking about you. i get it all too often, my life has been rather boring lately and i think its been getting to me...
I'm thinking about going Anon for a few days, maybe a week tops. I need to clear my head about an issue that's beginning to bug me, and I don't know how to resolve it without either damaging a friendship beyond repair, or coming off like a total twatfaced bitch. And no, I'm not going to discuss it here because the person is a member...
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infinity:
ok, well good luck and you do what you need to do.
allyn:
Hmmm...sounds a bit messy...good luck!


I spent the best part of yesterday in bed, sweating, shivering and generally feeling
Today I feel much better, not 100% but somewhere around the 70% mark which is way better than I have been feeling recently, so I guess whatever it is, is finally on its way out the door. So much for having a flu jab, if 2 weeks after bronchitis, I end...
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Today I feel much better, not 100% but somewhere around the 70% mark which is way better than I have been feeling recently, so I guess whatever it is, is finally on its way out the door. So much for having a flu jab, if 2 weeks after bronchitis, I end...
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slite:
I will have to see what I can do then 

"The Universe says simply, but with every possible complication, 'Existence' and it neither pressures us nor draws us out, except as we allow.
It all boils down to nothing, and where we have the means and will to fix our reference within that flux, then there we are.
Let me be part of that outrageous chaos... and I am." [Iain Banks]
I don't really have...
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It all boils down to nothing, and where we have the means and will to fix our reference within that flux, then there we are.
Let me be part of that outrageous chaos... and I am." [Iain Banks]
I don't really have...
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infinity:
hope you feel better soon!
my new years is going to be quiet as well, prolly going to sleep a bit too since im not feeling well at the moment either. you've got something good coming up afterwards. i dont have much going on for the first 2 weeks of january. mostly stuff to take care of around the house, maybe meet up with friends at some point, not sure yet.
my new years is going to be quiet as well, prolly going to sleep a bit too since im not feeling well at the moment either. you've got something good coming up afterwards. i dont have much going on for the first 2 weeks of january. mostly stuff to take care of around the house, maybe meet up with friends at some point, not sure yet.
Holy hell it's hot out there today *phew* Doesn't it realise that Snowball's melt in the hot sun

Job situation
I finish work a week today. And right now, I can't wait. I had my "exit interview" given to me today. So, I've made sure I've aired my grievances on it, seeing as it gets posted by me direct to Head Office in Leicester. I've...
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Job situation
I finish work a week today. And right now, I can't wait. I had my "exit interview" given to me today. So, I've made sure I've aired my grievances on it, seeing as it gets posted by me direct to Head Office in Leicester. I've...
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pinklet:
Hey, sorry i didn't reply, it takes me ages to figure this new set-up out!
I got ur package! It was a Great surprise! Made me grin all day. I have started work on a reply!
Will see you at Sky's do!
I got ur package! It was a Great surprise! Made me grin all day. I have started work on a reply!
Will see you at Sky's do!

theduke:
Hey hun, which travel lodge are you staying at for Sky's birthday weekend? I've checked finances and I might actually be able to afford a room of my own! Go Team Travel Lodge!

Weight wise, sounds good for you. I've plateaued, I think, but I'm happy where I am.