SHUT THE FUCK UP WITH YOUR FAT-ASS WHINING BITCH

There, done, now *SLAP* Right, that's that done. And.....breathe *rubs stinging cheek*

Jesus Fucking H Christ, does everyone turn into an automated version of themselves when it comes this close to Christmas???? Holy cow, I wish I'd started my shopping earlier, the morons really have descended. Mind you, living in a town that has a lot of in-breeds and retards, doesn't really help matters If life were different, I'd be living the life of having a place in London, where I could just disappear in the crowds, and be just another face, another person just wondering round, being themselves. Grrrrrr....

So, I forgot to give a BIG in previous journals to the wonderful ShatteredGlass for my gorgeous and very interesting gift of a book Not just any old book. No, this is THE best book I've had in a long time "Weird N.J."

I seem to have upset Sky in some way, because all of a sudden she's deleted me from her friends list and hasn't replied to my comment I have no idea if I've done something or not Or whether it was a simple admin error on her part?

I've come to the conclusion that a lot of how I'm feeling these days is in direct relation to what stage the moon is at. Prior to and during a full moon, I am THE moody, bitch from HELL. That and the fact that I just want out of this life and want a brand new start somewhere else. I have a lot of unresolved feelings and emotions. Something someone said to me a few months ago has got me wondering whether they meant something by it, or whether I just took it the wrong way. If they meant it, then it would be a dream of sorts come true, if they didn't mean it and I took it out of context, then things will always just be. I am also very and maybe too critical of myself. The SGUK meet the other weekend made me more aware that (unless it was said behind my back which I don't think so) other people don't really care what you look like, it's your own perception of yourself that affects how you come across. Try actually getting that thought to stay in my pea-brain and do something about it, will you? But I was still very critical of how I looked in the photos that appeared of me. *sigh*

quick, find something funny before they piss off because they're bored again



And finally, as usual, a few lyrics

Paranoia strikes deep
Into your life it will creep
It starts when you're always afraid
You step out of line, the man come and take you away

And a quote

What is a friend?
A single soul dwelling in two bodies.

Aristotle

Love and kisses
Michelle xx