snow

"I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness....I can't go on spoiling your life any longer."
Virginia Woolf's suicide note

why are we so tortured within our minds? i often wonder if it is better to fix the problem or let it go and see what happens...what would you do if your insanity was getting in the was of your passions? your fever? your creativity? what if fixing your insanity, destroyed your fever in the process. you become someone else. someone without passions, void of emotions. is this any better. does this make sense or mean anything. do i need more than 3 hours of sleep at night.