snow

i am soooo goddamn tired.

i am no longer little red riding hood...

i just want to be cuddled in a big fuzzy blue blanket...

....................................................................

i have a performance on saturday, and they want NEW stuff. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. do you know how much that sucks right now. new music, new ideas. my brain is already fried. when do i stop. when do i tell myslelf to slow down. how will i know....i already have no self control. i just want to go on tour and be done. there is so much going on....but i can't even afford to eat. sometimes, i just wonder if it is worth it. work for a few years...save money...move to paris, or maybe holland, or hell, why not norway or panama.