Yeah, just read that the SG party will be at Dante's, yippee! I am getting excited....I am going all by my little young self, but I know that there will be people to talk to! Goddamn...
Anyways that really made my day! It seems like I have been experiencing really low days. Today I was freaking out because I couldn't believe that I used to take "care" of dead people. And well it was just really bothering me, not the actual dead part, but the fact that I took care of them and was the last person to see them before they died. And to hold their hands and all that. Especially the kids....damn. See I am getting all upset and I shouldn't be, because it used to never bother me, and I don't even work at the hospital anymore.
Okay I am now cheering myself up. I feel like a dumbass for talking about this, but it is a journal and all.
Anyways that really made my day! It seems like I have been experiencing really low days. Today I was freaking out because I couldn't believe that I used to take "care" of dead people. And well it was just really bothering me, not the actual dead part, but the fact that I took care of them and was the last person to see them before they died. And to hold their hands and all that. Especially the kids....damn. See I am getting all upset and I shouldn't be, because it used to never bother me, and I don't even work at the hospital anymore.
Okay I am now cheering myself up. I feel like a dumbass for talking about this, but it is a journal and all.
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first off, the correct pronunciation is "sen-syu-ahl ma-sssahj"
seriously though - seeing as this type of work exists on the fringes of the sex industry, if you wanted to try it out, it might be a good idea to hire a bodyguard (or just a big tattooed bruiser that you trust) to go on outcalls w/ you. They can wait in the next room or outside or in the car or whatever. Fact is, you're likely to encounter plenty of creeps who might be working under the assumption that "special service" is part of the deal.
Also, you might consider seperating this from your current massage practice so as not to scare off regular clients. Maybe set up another phone number/voice mail and use an alias so as not to adversely affect your traditional massage business.
my $.02,
z13
and yea i could be your super intimidating body gaurd if youd like. im 130lbs. and i look like im 15 so no one will screw with you.