snlchick_ms

FUCK FUCK FUCK.........

Yeah, that's the thoughts right now. Remember back when I wrote about the girl. Well, lots has happened since then. We started really talking and found out the attraction is VERY mutual. We had plans to hook up, however lots was going on that I initally didn't know about with her & some of the girls we know. I got hurt a little bit, more disappointed than anything that it didn't go down. However, I did have a few great and wonderful moments at the bar with her. There was lots of feeling & touching going on. It was some of the best feelings and moments of my life.....

We talked about everything and decided to take this weekend to think things through before we act on anything. Tomorrow we find out. I'm totally scared and nervous and I've felt like I'm going insane all weekend. I've missed her like crazy. I'm so infatuated with her. And even though, I was let down and kinda hurt. I still want her more than anyone in a while. There's just something about her.......

I decided to keep it short and to the point just to give you all a slight update. ALSO, I ordered some new sex toys, had to go pick them up at the post office. I've been waiting all week to have a chance to go pick them up, dying to try them out and then right before I go to leave for the post office.....I GET MY MOTHERFUCKING PERIOD!!!! Yeah I hate that.......

Anyway, I'm going to go and try to go to sleep now. Try to make myself think of something other than the girl....not sure how well that will go.....