Pops had to go back to hospital last night. He was released five days after knee surgery for some stupid reason, and long story short he just wasn't strong enough yet and took a spill. No damage really and the tests came out ok, but I'm pretty fucking pissed at the hospital for pushing a 76 year in already crappy health old out the door so soon after surgery. Not much I can do about it I guess but swear on the internet. Fuck.
Laying off the gym a bit. I think my plateau at 80 pounds lost is because I've been overdoing it. Borderline obsessing really. I should be proud of where I'm at but when I look in the mirror I still feel like a blob, so I push myself even harder. That'll probably never change, but I think if I lay off a bit I can heal and get rid of some of the daily fatigue that comes from overexertion.
On the up side I'm totally and completely in love with the bestest woman ever. And she loves me back pretty hard I think. So I got that going for me, which is nice.
Laying off the gym a bit. I think my plateau at 80 pounds lost is because I've been overdoing it. Borderline obsessing really. I should be proud of where I'm at but when I look in the mirror I still feel like a blob, so I push myself even harder. That'll probably never change, but I think if I lay off a bit I can heal and get rid of some of the daily fatigue that comes from overexertion.
On the up side I'm totally and completely in love with the bestest woman ever. And she loves me back pretty hard I think. So I got that going for me, which is nice.
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Breathe deep sweetheart.
Good to hear about the good stuff.