Some people are either completely fucking oblivious or could care less. Since I'm somewhat nice, I tend to give the benefit of the doubt to people and lump them with the completely oblivious group, I don't think that's justified in this case.
I've often thought as of late I've changed for the worse into a real asshole, which makes me contemplative and feel like a wormy human being, which inevitably leads down the well-trod path of self-loathing.
I mill around in this state for awhile, and then someone kicks me in the teeth - and it doesn't have to be a hard kick, or one that they're even really conscious of (which, I think, is much worse), and I feel vindicated and quite fulfilled.
Now, I will go listen to my new Porcupine Tree SACD on my new 400 dollar Dolby Pro Logic 5.1 system and begin planning the pseudo-Feng-Shui'ing of my apartment.
"headed west!"
I've often thought as of late I've changed for the worse into a real asshole, which makes me contemplative and feel like a wormy human being, which inevitably leads down the well-trod path of self-loathing.
I mill around in this state for awhile, and then someone kicks me in the teeth - and it doesn't have to be a hard kick, or one that they're even really conscious of (which, I think, is much worse), and I feel vindicated and quite fulfilled.
Now, I will go listen to my new Porcupine Tree SACD on my new 400 dollar Dolby Pro Logic 5.1 system and begin planning the pseudo-Feng-Shui'ing of my apartment.
"headed west!"
ryah:
i'll fung your shui.i wish i could help redecorate. *nail dead squirrel to wall*