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ok, how about this for a birthday plan?
very light something to eat
start getting a little fuzzy
Go see the exorcism of emily rose
get a little buzzy and check out a few bars
maybe even end up someplace they allow nakedness
be really buzzy and fuzzy
Lay out and watch some stars
climb something tall and watch some stars
end up where ever...
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liz_marie1222:
thank you for buying her the acct. kiss
lemuria:
sounds like fun! happy birthday! smile
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Still sitting there with your legs crossed,
not paying attention to me.
If we talk, just curious, would this end up like it always does?
All the wrong I've done.
All the wrong I'll do.
Keeps me from trying.
It keeps me quiet.
Throw out your arms to each side.
It's easier to let things go.
When we talk think what we say: there's questons...
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liz_marie1222:
Say what? I don't know anything. smile

You should figure out what YOU want to do, and then come up with the details.
mightyone:
So your turning 30.... big woop... I'll be 37 this month. Anyway enjoy being 30something ...it is not all that bad.
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......
Follow the pipeline I layed it so deep
It flows out my window it flows out to sea
It curls round the mountain it takes up the slack
Book me the right plane I long to nip back
Set up high above the Pyrenees
Set up high on the road of relief

My lies, my lust, my truth, my trust
My league, my school,...
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Growing up in a world of music
Being taught at young pronunciation
Articulation
Ive found all I want
Is someone who can scream at me
At the top of her lungs
Without moving her lips.
liz_marie1222:
Unfortunately I'm pretty computer literate and it's a glitch in this shitty program the people that took us over claims is so great.

I hate it. It's slower than molasses, and I mean SSSSSSSSLLLLOOOOWWWWW. I click somewhere and it takes 7 seconds for the curser to show up. Do you realize how slow that is? ugh. I will murder my computer by the end of today.
ondyne:
I saw the picture before reading what it was and I thought to myself, why is the male muzzle upside down? and what's the purpose of the handle, you don't carry them upside down, silly!
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My dreams of life and love fade
With my first conscious breath
I can feel you looking at me
I can feel your anticipation
The quick bursts of hot from your nose
I push you away
But you roll right back
Climbing on top of me
In my mouth, all over my face
Why in the morning
Why every morning
Cant you take care of...
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Before the summer fell I already knew
She said I was more than dead
I already knew

Pain, here it comes again
Pain, I just can't take this anymore
Pain, here it comes again
Pain, a knife behind the eyes, a vicious size
Again

I miss my best friend, a growing fear
A lot to sacrifice
Or draw to an end
liz_marie1222:
That was an awesome fucking story! Thank you! kiss
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will you teach a
wretch to live
straighter than a needle)

ask
her
ask
when
(ask and
ask
and ask
again and)ask a
brittle little
person fiddling
in
the
rain

(did you kiss
a girl with nipples
like pink thimbles)

ask
him
ask
who
(ask and
ask
and ask
ago and)ask a
simple
crazy
thing
singing
in the snow
liz_marie1222:
You could always make one up....Once upon a time......
liz_marie1222:
Thanks, that made me incredibly happy...see, making up a story was so hard was it?
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I'm sorry about the sun,
how could I know that you would burn?,
and I'm sorry about the moon,
how could I know that you disapproved,
I'll never make the same mistake,
the next time I create the universe
I'll make sure we communicate at length
but until then . . . better off dead,
a smile on the lips and a hole in the...
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liz_marie1222:
Look at the last pic in my journal...sending kisses over your way.... kiss
liz_marie1222:
It's not that it was bad..just totally fucked up. But thanks.. kiss
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This has become really appropriate whatever frown

Catch me if I fall
I'm losing hold
I can't just carry on this way
And every time
I turn away
Lose another blind game
The idea of perfection holds me
Suddenly I see you change
Everything at once
The same
But the mountain never moves

Rape me like a child
Christened in blood
Painted like an unknown saint
There's...
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liz_marie1222:
No unfortunately she won't be back ever. She will visit hopefully though. She is going to school back home and has like 2-3 years of schooling left..so I don't see a comeback in the works. I wish she was though!
liz_marie1222:
BTW: I thoroughly enjoy reading the poems everytime I stop by.
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morning scatters in and i am steady like a drug feeling out this
one
she wakes up smashed as hell and steadies her ass against the
rail
and bends before the pounding rain
she had the widest bright ideas all along about my love
and i need this fucking fix and i beg her
to pick from one of the billion ways to feel no...
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adoll:
I think I'm addicted to your journal.

Yes people tend to be a little close minded around these parts.....no culture. To tell you the truth I can't even offer you any good advice on stuff to do because I myself am struggling with fitting in. surreal
And now I am moving back home to an even smaller town, but at least everyone there already knows I'm crazy!! If you ever need a buddy I would love to hear more of your writing.