water water everywhere and man if fucking stinks. Please don't let this be a repeat. I've just finally gotten settled after the last ordeal. i'm even actually pretty ok with stuff right now! Damn it anyway!
so... it's been what... almost 2 and a half years since i've posted on here? First off I'd like to thank whomever reactivated my account! I don't know all that many people anymore... and even fewer knew i once was a member here... so THANK YOU. In honor of your generosity I will try to make a daily effort to update you on my mellow-dramatic...
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liz_marie1222:
I too have had someone mysteriously reactivate. The days of drugs and alcohol are gone for me too. Boy, how times have changed.
smilesadly:
this is very strange. oh well. So, i hope everyone is staying dry. I moved away from 3rd st. last spring so i'm not in the middle of it anymore.. but still. Kinda stressing me out. New Orleans was supposed to be my new home in 2005 and we all know how that worked out. But I always said it was my experience up here in 97 that brought me back. good peoples. well, that and the girl of my dreams lives up here. But that story's over 20 years old now. anyway. hope all of you are safe and dry.
It's been a long time.
Wonder if everyone is still alive?
Wonder if everyone is still alive?
to which to one the witch to see to say a simple thing to say
but nothing, quiet, silence, screaming, spitting, foaming.
it makes no difference.
I know where I was and were and am and now
and death greats me with the coldest arms.
and for once.
I don't really care.
but nothing, quiet, silence, screaming, spitting, foaming.
it makes no difference.
I know where I was and were and am and now
and death greats me with the coldest arms.
and for once.
I don't really care.
Anything such as a true friend?
One that will be there for ,will ,
no matter what,
no matter when,
no matter where or
why?
A girl,
or boy,
that who in particular, will,
will because they have to,
impossible, not to knot
themselves
in with you, or us, me? never asking
Not kneading knowledge just knowing
and speaking only because of feeling
with ears...
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One that will be there for ,will ,
no matter what,
no matter when,
no matter where or
why?
A girl,
or boy,
that who in particular, will,
will because they have to,
impossible, not to knot
themselves
in with you, or us, me? never asking
Not kneading knowledge just knowing
and speaking only because of feeling
with ears...
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smilesadly:
guh.... why don't they post entries the way they are typed. 
ondyne:
heehee I think I have too many animals in my little hole as it is. But once I win the lottery and buy a zoo to live in, you're more than welcome! 
Another year has passed
clean living so they say
but all I taste is the comfort, bile, and blood.
and it aches.
take the last quarter,
just to sleep?
then 32 hours is all i have to make
until numbness calms this desire
was it a napolianic past, or just that i'm stupid
hope the next one is fruit that could, no, needs shaving
after...
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clean living so they say
but all I taste is the comfort, bile, and blood.
and it aches.
take the last quarter,
just to sleep?
then 32 hours is all i have to make
until numbness calms this desire
was it a napolianic past, or just that i'm stupid
hope the next one is fruit that could, no, needs shaving
after...
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I'm back on the planet. So it seems.... for a short time perhaps. but back nontheless... that's my word!!! of the day anyway... nontheless
p.s... this site is really pink now!! Not such a fan of pink...
oh, and I'm not so sure that burds appear and angels sing hymns... ah, but the face is boney... guh
p.s... this site is really pink now!! Not such a fan of pink...
oh, and I'm not so sure that burds appear and angels sing hymns... ah, but the face is boney... guh
Just wanted to let the few that read my entries that i'm going away. Isn't that I don't like it here. Just that i'm broke. Maybe later on I'll be back. Maybe not. Doesn't really matter. Just be safe everyone. Always be nice to strangers cause it just might be an angel.
you being in love
will tell who softly asks in love,
am i separated from your body smile brain hands merely
to become the jumping puppets of a dream? oh i mean:
entirely having in my careful how
careful arms created this at length
inexcusable, this inexplicable pleasure--you go from several
persons: believe me that strangers arrive
when i have kissed you into a memory...
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will tell who softly asks in love,
am i separated from your body smile brain hands merely
to become the jumping puppets of a dream? oh i mean:
entirely having in my careful how
careful arms created this at length
inexcusable, this inexplicable pleasure--you go from several
persons: believe me that strangers arrive
when i have kissed you into a memory...
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a last entry is early. I promise. But tonight?
There's a beautiful girl in my bed?
I want to be next to her.
But I can't.
So I'll sit here
With my SoCO
sip
silent
with my headset
in my own lonley world.
There's a beautiful girl in my bed?
I want to be next to her.
But I can't.
So I'll sit here
With my SoCO
sip
silent
with my headset
in my own lonley world.
I'd forgotten what butterflies felt like
and how great goosebumps are
I never want to forget again
and how great goosebumps are
I never want to forget again
We have been sleeping with the lights on
Just about every night
Because we are afraid of what the dark might bring
I know, I know it's just a childish fear
That grows and grows wild in the middle of me
I'm gonna get a new tattoo
Black and stretching around my arm
Like a life that is visible and real
I know, I know...
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Just about every night
Because we are afraid of what the dark might bring
I know, I know it's just a childish fear
That grows and grows wild in the middle of me
I'm gonna get a new tattoo
Black and stretching around my arm
Like a life that is visible and real
I know, I know...
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liz_marie1222:
Still better than anything that has ever come from me. 
liz_marie1222:
I don't know what makes me happy