smashedpumpkin

i feel weird and nervous.

last friday i went on a double date with my friend and her boyfriend and his friend who was, as you would guess my date.

my "date" just also happens to be in the army and was expecting deployment soon.

so a good time was had by all, he's very nice but almost the opposite of my type. but i gave him my number and we've been talking on the phone quite a bit since he went back to his base. he's being deployed to kuwait on friday so i'm going out with him once more on thursday night.

i don't know him very well, and know that no relationship will come out of this because i wouldn't be able to voice any of my opinions because he is set so firmly in his own. i'm sure the thing to do right now wouldn't be to start debating war with him when he is leaving for kuwait in three days. i don't know. i feel really nervous for him.

on a lighter note....

i'm going to see onelinedrawing on friday! weather permitting of course. death cab for cutie was cancelled last week after a freak blizzard that dumped more than two feet of snow on us.

i've been in a rage against the machine mood lately.