I finally quit my second job. I was down to 15 hours a week there and 40 at my full-time job and i was still exhausted. So I had vacation from my fulltime job this past week, and I did a lot of thinking. I finally decided I didn't want to handle it anymore and focus on finding a meaningul job... Read More
Reverend, reverend,
Is this a conspiracy?
Crucified for no sins
No revenge... beneath me.
Lost within my plans for life,
It all seems so unreal.
Im a man cut in half in this world,
Left in my misery.
(instrumental)
The reverend he turned to me
Without a tear in his eyes.
Its nothing new for him to see,
I didnt ask... Read More
I was listening to Cemetary Gates and Message In Blood today. Message... is one of my favorites. The first album has awesome drumming as well. Early Slayer/Exodus rocks. Fav Slayer album is Seasons In The Abyss
Eat too much, drink too much, and get too much rest!
Me on other hand, I'm a retail slave. I have to be at work tomorrow @ 5:30AM. BAH FUCKING HUMBUG dammit!
But on the plus sideI got out of having to work at my second job tomorrow, so I'll be having some fun tomorrow night with friends from out of... Read More
You knw, I'm sick of life right now. I'm not depressed or anything like that, I just hate the way my life is going right now. I hate being forced to sell computer stuff like a used car salesperson, with a new boss (who was promoted over me) who has to do everything by the book and doesn't care if things have been working fine... Read More
i know how you feel, i'm going through the same shit at the moment...look to the little things for comfort...plus you know that people you've never even met care enough to comment on your current unhappy mood
wanna hear a very bad joke?
sure ya do..
What lies at the bottom of the ocean and twitches?
A nervous wreck.
he he he
-redmess cares
80 hour work weeks an nobody will give an inch of fucking bending over backwards to help me or deal with me. Not my full-time job, not my friends, not enemies, not parents/relatives, not myself! Everybody is fucking demanding more from me now than when I workd 40 hours a week! Fuck 'em I say, FUCK EM!!!!!
and as far as the baby goes, i experienced the same emotions when my niece was born. now she's two. you know what she did last night? fell asleep laying with me on the couch, i put her to bed, she woke up from a wet diaper and after i changed her she wouldn't let me put her down. so she layed on me and fell asleep like that.
words don't even begin to describe that kind of feeling.
as far as the rest of your life goes, i can't answer all of it, and the answers i do have to offer, i don't know how much stock i'd put in them if i were you.
girlfriend = they come around when you aren't looking.
your friends and family marrying, buying houses, having children and you not = not everyone does stuff at the same time. and do you really want that level of responsiblity before you're ready?
ok, I'll try not to be so depressing in this entry.....mmmkay?
Well, shit did fly at my full-time job. I found out there was an opening at another store from one of my friends. So I approach my manager about it. "Oh, well, I didn't realize you liked doing that department, so when we had the opening here, I didn;'t bother to ask." Excuse me?... Read More
Welp, it looks like my other job is not going to slow down anytime soon. And I'm getting fucked royal in the ass at my full-time job. My full-time job has decided to fuck all their full time associates and force them to work at least one night or weekend day a week. Fine. But the fucks who do the scheduling have taken it upon... Read More
Aww sweet comment, thanks for coming by my journal to tell me it isn't that bad. a
I agree that working out the last 6 months has helped to keep me sane. Hope you get back into the swing of things. Keep cative on the BB list and folks will hound you if you cut back too much.
I AM NOT DEAD......repeat.....I AM NOT DEAD........
I worked my ass off so much that I proved myself to my temporary employer, that I got a permanent part-time job there. Now I have no free time for myself, but oh well.
My buddy's wedding was this past weekend......lots of fun. errr.....lots of alcohol-induced fun. I haven't had a hangover like that since.....the last wedding I... Read More