slanted

"Where does discontent start? You are warm enough, but you shiver. You are fed, yet hunger gnaws you. You have been loved, but your yearning wanders in new fields. And to prod all these there's time, the bastard time. The end of life is now not so terribly far away- you can see it the was you see the finish line when you come into...
Read More

...

Underneath it all
She sees something she's seen so many times before
Cleverly hidden
But unmistakenly recognizable.
She hates to admit that
the truth can be such a harsh reality.
Where to next she says
I've seen the world and I'm searching for more.

"You can't change the world, but you can change the facts. And when you change the facts, you change points of view. If you change points of view, you may change a vote. And when you change a vote, you may change the world." _M.L. Gore

Happy New Year!!!!!

Work was great...a sea of drunks. I felt like a buddha on the brink of enlightenment.

_S

Drink...Drank...DRUNK!!!!!

I don't drink often, but tonight is a night I will never forget. It is a nigh of tragic remembrance, the birth and death of someone who was on the brink of greatness. Even more tragic, losing one of his best friends who 365 days ago I spent this night conversing with on the subject of death and the meaning of life.

Tonight I...
Read More

Getting a tattoo on monday...It's been too long since my last. Sometimes you just need the little bit of uncomfort and pain and then that release of endorphens...

The plan is to work New Years eve, then fly back up to northern California on the 2nd...I'll miss the warm weather here in the south, but I can only handle so much of my family and...
Read More

I got one cool present...a plane ticket to anywhere in the US....now where do I go?

Eating chocolate and drinking coffee...mmmm I love lazy days.

_S

I'm in love. There, it's out.

Lets see where this goes.

_S

I love suprises! I'm being taken out somewhere tonight...but I have no clue where.

So tomorrow...I'm going to con my partner in crime to take some pics of me...Bow chicka bow bow!

This is how I feel today->

_S

Putting a friend in the ground is quite possibly the hardest thing I've ever had to do in my life thus far. The last time I cried this hard was over the death of another friend, coincidentally the one who just died and him were good friends. Sadness abounds.

Good things? My current crush is flourishing...and...I'm going to take pics to try and get myself...
Read More

These last few days have been really hard for me. I just flew in to San Diego friday. Sunday morning, I am awakened to a phone call telling me a guy I dated who was also a very close friend of mine had died in a car accident. He had been drinking and wasn't wearing a seat belt....he was going fast, lost control, and was...
Read More