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...why am i up so late so much...this is not my life
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slag:
...great show tonight if anyone is interested at the key club in la...camp freddy will be playing with a huge line-up of rockers and porn stars...carmen electra will be doing a little dance as well...hope to see you all there...
presley:
WRITE A NEW JOURNAL
durr
I forgot you were on here
smile wink
fuck I never seem to be in bed before 4 these days
I want to have a really fun DAY like during the actual daytime,
get up early, do breakfast, shop, picnic, breathe in and out, OH the sunlight!!
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...this place seems more like an internet brothel than a place to "meet" people and it's strange, but I'm okay with that...I haven't had sex in such a long time I think that I've regained my virginity...ha! Do you remember when you were 9 and your Mom and Dad would go out for dinner and the babysitter would come by and take off his pants...
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presley:
never had a male babysitter.
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...i need to sleep but my brain won't let me...too much activity...christmas always feels like pressure to me...pressure to give to the right people what they all want when all i want is to have no more pressure...vegas with foo fighters was grand and a big release for me...many new things and people in the new year to look forward to...mom says hello...wear less clothes...
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presley:
we didn't hang out on new years eve. lame.
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...late night and the rain is falling...it feels like the earth is cleaning itself, almost washing away all the bad memories down the drain and out to sea so that i might start over...i thought of you tonight...you know who you are...is this a begining or a new start or a washing of sorts...i feel strange writing these things to you, but sometimes people communicate...
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...their are so many things you can do if life, but it seems to me the only thing you have to do is be yourself...at least that's what this homeless man told me late lastnight as i stumbled out onto the street from this dark hole in the wall called Jumbo's Clown Room in wonderful holywood, california...most crushes are short lived, so take a lot...
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...it seems everyone these days are so dependent on formulas and shopping list, everyone is looking for love by the numbers in self help books and seminars insted of their hearts...people are so afraid of failure, they've stopped trying in order to avoid it...
presley:
my friend once had a book called 'how to make someone fall in love with you'...and when she was reading it she's say 'Ava, you already do that....and you do this one too.'
ha. where oh where is giulian.
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...and it's one more day up in the canyon, and it's one more night in Hollywood...While you're still in love, the phrase "What did i do to deserve this" means something grand. Of coarse, six months down the road when your getting a restraining order against them because they just took a huge elephant sized dump in the front seat of your convertable and left...
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presley:
we have lost touch. where are you!
slag:
...i've been here all day working around the house, where are you...
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...we sometimes have to remind people that we are human beings and capable of flaws, other people need reminded too...another long and fruitless day in the concrete jungle that is LA...how can you describe the sunshine to someone who cannot see...ask the deaf.
presley:
i'm sad. we didn't get to talk at all. i hope all your days aren't 'fruitless' that sounds awful.

:::presley ponders having 'fruitless' days:::

[Edited on Nov 25, 2003 1:58AM]

[Edited on Nov 25, 2003 2:00AM]
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...the ability to recognize who really cares about you as a person or not, if you can master the art of determining that , then your life will be much happier and probably longer...
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shera:
I have mastered that ability...and it is true..I am very happy...FINALLY some pics up of you!I still don't recognize you from that night..yeah...
presley:
write a new journal. um. or something. ha. hopefully we'll talk later. bye bye. Xo
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...alright, I'm off to this event for Vibe tonight featuring current child molester R. Kelly, then I'm off to Jones' Cafe to meet some friends for drinks and chatter...I had a blast Saturday at the Vanity fair fundraiser with GnR, The Cult, Billy Idol, Jane's Addiction, The Red Hot Chili Peppers, Sugar Ray, Macy Gray, and George Clinton in a purple tent. The best part...
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atomic_tiki:
cat pee = no good
slag:
...i don't think i like reality television...if you really wanted a reality show you visit my white trash relatives in west virginia...oh the fun we'd have watching my uncle virgle try to convince the local toothless and pregnant teenage cashier that food stamps can be used to purchase red stripe beer...joy joy joy i do get from the tele.