so i'm kinda feeling up and down, i got a call from my ex yesterday and i was contimplating not answering it. i have done a lot of ignoring phone calls. i have had a fight with my folks which is pretty much unheard of. they are stressed so i understand but i don't need it either.
i've spent a lot more time on the internet, which is pretty sad as i should be doing stuff. i've got a new book an d i should get into it, but when i start reading i suddenly want to listen to some music...mainly block party' flux. haven't been able to draw. i have however been able to start my book, but surprise surprise its about the break up. but they say write about what you know.
i really feel like i want to do something like go off traveling for a year..(again)..i have a friend in toronto who i propositioned yesterday for her being a tour guide of the city, then in a couple of months my friend is going to live out in san francisco for 3 months which is one of my favorite cities in the world i would really to go back to...like right now.
i was going snowboarding next month but realistically i'm in a bit too much debt not masses but enough so i am going to be sensible and not go. if i can get enough money together i will go visit my friend who is a snowboard instructor in Colorado or possibly to canada. the possibilities are endless. it's just my money isn't.
sorry if you read all that, need to vent/rant
i've spent a lot more time on the internet, which is pretty sad as i should be doing stuff. i've got a new book an d i should get into it, but when i start reading i suddenly want to listen to some music...mainly block party' flux. haven't been able to draw. i have however been able to start my book, but surprise surprise its about the break up. but they say write about what you know.
i really feel like i want to do something like go off traveling for a year..(again)..i have a friend in toronto who i propositioned yesterday for her being a tour guide of the city, then in a couple of months my friend is going to live out in san francisco for 3 months which is one of my favorite cities in the world i would really to go back to...like right now.
i was going snowboarding next month but realistically i'm in a bit too much debt not masses but enough so i am going to be sensible and not go. if i can get enough money together i will go visit my friend who is a snowboard instructor in Colorado or possibly to canada. the possibilities are endless. it's just my money isn't.
sorry if you read all that, need to vent/rant
Nothing wrong with spending time on the internet, I have spent the last week getting in contact with old friends online and its been great.
As to the rest, I'm sure something will happen that will make the world seem great again. I know it.