skys

wow right now i'm trying to evaluate my skills so i can try and work out what job i can see myself having in the future and maybe working towards something

right these are my qualities (i don't want this to sound arrogant or big headed at all)

-i'm good at drawing and visual design in general
-i'm good at talking to people (when i'm not drunk)
-i have management experience for the last 4 years
-i'm quick witted and thinkig fast on my feet
-i get very enthusiastic
-i like giving stuff a try
-i'm good at spending money
-i'm ridiculously good at giving other people advice (NB note the "other people")

erm here are my negative points

-i procrastinate
-i'm a bit too cheeky for my own good sometimes
-i'm dyslexic ....i think this a major dyslexia trait
-i can pass the blame very easily
-i loose enthusiasm very quickly
-i'm pretty good at fucking everything up

basically apart from the art my life is a complete contradiction after about 1 month

i'm kinda stuck at not knowing what to do. i'm 21 and my parents are giving me hell for not knowing to do. this comes of having an older sister with real determination, drive, direction, she's accedemic and also is an accountant

hmmmm the more i get pushed into doing something the more i backoff. a lesson my parents have not learnt yet.

arrrrrrrrrhhhhhh where is my life written out so i can cheat and steal the answers, i'd even pay for them right now,

any suggestions would be much appreciated