skys

i sometimes just enjoy my own company, actually it's quite often.i really like to be able to relax and not feel like i need to rush anywhere, or that i'm letting anyone down. i enjoy drawing in my sketchbook, in my room, alone,a cup of tea with my room spotless, music that i have chosen and maybe a few candles lit.

i lead a life that i love, i see my friends often and go out more than i should, i spend an awful lot of my time, making other people happy. but why don't people get that sometimes i would like to be on my own, it's not that i'm annoyed with anyone, or pissed off at myself, and i'm not depressed but i'm happy with my own my company, is that too hard to understand?