well i've finally finished watching star wars, it was good, yes i know you can't believe i haven't seen it sooner i can't either now stop giving me shit about it.
guess what, i didn't go to uni today either, i really don't want to go back, the college is run by a bunch of monekys, who haven't got a clue how to run a bath let alone a uni!
so i'm going to sit tight til next week where i shall start a fresh and this week will devoted to me doing my sketch book, lazyness is taking over my life rapidly and i hate it, i'm in half a mind just to quit and go travelling about 10 months early then meet up with my sister when she gets to china, there a some places that i want to go to that she doesn't, i'd like to do a month or 2 snowboarding see if i can crack it and not just on sssx, there are a few of my mates that are working in fance at the mo who might be able to hook me up with something there. but apart from that i'd like to spend a bit more time in new york, i had such a dope time there but there stupid employment laws about tourists is shit!
do you ever just feel really trapped and you know there are loads of things you could do to make it better but fo some reason you don't want to try any of them, that's kinda how i feel at the moment. i love london, but it's so such a nightmare sometimes, hell don't get me wrong i really like living here but it's so unfriendly, i know so many people back home that are all fun and completely on my level, but it's so tough to know people here, at home i just walk up to anyone and could start talking to them but here you just melt into a crowd,unless you try and get boys to kiss each other, thats kinda fun i do that quite a lot! ha ha
all the people on my course seem completely different to me, they are all so superficial, my fiends are funny individuals with loads to say and not just about what sienna whatever her fucking name isn't is wearing, ha i suppose that'll teach me for going to a fashion school, but these people are so unorginal they just buy from top shop boheim or rock chick section. i haven't had a good conversation or even a laugh with them, i'm shocked that these people can exist. and as for the tutors they don't seem to know whats happening half the time, they are so unprofessional.
i wish i had just done a foundation course but where would i have gone with that, i promised myself that i would never be artist, art is what i enjoy i won't drag it down the same road as this course!
i'm seeing friends everyday starting from tonight til monday, so that should be cool but i'm just going to do my favourite,go out and have lots of fun and not face any issues like "where am i going with this crap course?"
any ideas? sorry to go on but i'll get back to being funny me probably later!
guess what, i didn't go to uni today either, i really don't want to go back, the college is run by a bunch of monekys, who haven't got a clue how to run a bath let alone a uni!
so i'm going to sit tight til next week where i shall start a fresh and this week will devoted to me doing my sketch book, lazyness is taking over my life rapidly and i hate it, i'm in half a mind just to quit and go travelling about 10 months early then meet up with my sister when she gets to china, there a some places that i want to go to that she doesn't, i'd like to do a month or 2 snowboarding see if i can crack it and not just on sssx, there are a few of my mates that are working in fance at the mo who might be able to hook me up with something there. but apart from that i'd like to spend a bit more time in new york, i had such a dope time there but there stupid employment laws about tourists is shit!
do you ever just feel really trapped and you know there are loads of things you could do to make it better but fo some reason you don't want to try any of them, that's kinda how i feel at the moment. i love london, but it's so such a nightmare sometimes, hell don't get me wrong i really like living here but it's so unfriendly, i know so many people back home that are all fun and completely on my level, but it's so tough to know people here, at home i just walk up to anyone and could start talking to them but here you just melt into a crowd,unless you try and get boys to kiss each other, thats kinda fun i do that quite a lot! ha ha
all the people on my course seem completely different to me, they are all so superficial, my fiends are funny individuals with loads to say and not just about what sienna whatever her fucking name isn't is wearing, ha i suppose that'll teach me for going to a fashion school, but these people are so unorginal they just buy from top shop boheim or rock chick section. i haven't had a good conversation or even a laugh with them, i'm shocked that these people can exist. and as for the tutors they don't seem to know whats happening half the time, they are so unprofessional.
i wish i had just done a foundation course but where would i have gone with that, i promised myself that i would never be artist, art is what i enjoy i won't drag it down the same road as this course!
i'm seeing friends everyday starting from tonight til monday, so that should be cool but i'm just going to do my favourite,go out and have lots of fun and not face any issues like "where am i going with this crap course?"
any ideas? sorry to go on but i'll get back to being funny me probably later!
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afraid you finally caught me on one of the rare occasions when i was actually asleep
well, good god damn, 80p!?! that would be worth the petrol to drive up there...fucking lucky you
don't we make the most attractive zombies ever? yes, yes we do.
well, i'm up for work now but i must go and cleanse my filthy body. so, i'll hit you up when i get in tonight (you may just about be waking up by then, i'm guessing)
have a good day, don't forget the cornetto
TFU eldiablo