skeeve

Thanks to the people that posted last night or IMed me.
I appreciate it.

I think I'll be alright, just need to power through.

I hate this.
I don't know why I go through these things.
Why can't I just stay happy?
It's not like anything happened differently to make me shift...

I think I need to sleep.
I wish I could.

So, I think on the whole, I'm getting better at all this stuff. I still catch myself slipping occasionally, but I'm pretty happy most of the time (pretty much all of it actually). And I'm ok with that .

I'm still wicked introspective and that gets annoying every now and then, and I still have some bad habits that I'd like to iron out, but...
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Hey, so I guess I need a new blog... it's certainly been a while.
I guess I feel more like blogging when I'm feeling down soo... take silence as a good thing? I guess?

Obviously I've still been on the site quite a bit, and made some new friends I like this.
New friends, you are cool. That is all. Sorry I can't make a...
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Quite enough of that I think.
Just in case anybody was worried I wasn't exactly upset when I wrote that. Just a bit introspective
(Ha "just a bit introspective" story of my life)

Well I think that the people I wanted to see that have seen it by this point. If not? Well I guess I'll get around to that eventually. I'm not deleting it...
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A very special person has brought something very important to my attention.
If I've ever given anyone the impression that I didn't care about them, I sincerely apologize. This was in no way my intention and I will make some serious efforts to be more sensitive in the future.

I truly hope that people believe me when I say that my actions were perhaps not...
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Ok, so here's what I've decided. Just now.

If you have something that's upsetting you or something going wrong, I am more than willing to listen to you and offer advice. Or just listen. Or whatever. I love helping people, but I have to understand people don't always want help from me.

What I think messes me up is when I've helped someone and then...
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Am buzzed.

Had fun tonight.

That is all.

Good night.

So nothing really major to report here. It's the strangest thing. It's not like I feel I have to post every night or anything, but somehow I keep feeling the urge to I guess I'm setting into a new pattern subconsciously. Oh well, it'll help me work on writing if nothing else

So today was fairly unremarkable in all respects, except that it wasn't. Nothing...
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So I went to see Shoot 'Em Up tonight. It was just what I needed. I went by myself and to be honest it was no where near as awkward as I thought it might've been. I mean sure there were a fair amount of couples there (It was a 10 PM showing on a Monday night... who else would be at the theater? honestly.)...
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