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SSometimes I wonder why I isolate myself from people so much... then I let someone in and spend some time with people and am reminded why. People suck. They will betray you and use you for just about anything. Guess I'll accept my fate as becoming the male equivalent of a crazy cat lady.

NOw all I can do is play the waiting game. Time to gather up the funds and necessary equipment. In one years time, I will be traveling the country on a motorcycle for a year

OOk.

Flagpole sitta by Harvey danger.

That song sums up my life.

II've come to realize that there are times where I simply cease to act as a human being. I've come to terms with the fact that I'm a person with alot of sociopathic tendencies. And most of all, I've come to terms with the fact that 90 percent of the time, I simply am not here. Even with two years clean I still am only...
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And when I wake up in the morning
To feel the daybreak on my face
There's a blood that's flowin' through the feeling
With a knife to open up the sky's vein

Some things will never change
They just stand there looking backwards
Half unconscious from the pain
It may seem rearranged
In the backwater swirling there is
Something that'll never change

And when I...
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