sixbysix

EDIT: Okay, I have until Boxing day til my year is up, and i'm not sure if I want to be billed for another year- yes the site is wonderful, but I keep obsessing over some of the SGs and instantly hating myself for doing so. These days i'm drinking more in front of the computer and one day i'm just going to write something...
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KONG!!!

Calumet had no vacancies, and apparently had just filled a poition

Guess no change of job for me, then.



so very, very tired...

Martin. That's my name, Martin. It's a good name.

Some bastard already has it for their SG handle. Otherwise i'd be called Martin here too.

Okay, now they think nan HAS got a bloodclot again. Remind me to stop paying the part of my taxes that goes to the NHS

She seems right as rain to me, though

Writing a CV. Personal statements bring out the arrogant prick in me.

I can't work another year in the same damn BS high-street camera shop. Hell, I can't even work another three...
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My grandmother is in hospital with a suspected blood clot on her lung. She is okay apparently. I haven't seen her yet as I can't get to the hospital during visiting hours. I am heading over tomorrow.

EDIT: It's not a blood clot, they don't know what the fuck is wrong with her. She's fine- exactly like she always is, only fed up of being...
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Seems a girl I know wants to be an SG... I offered to shoot her, but she clammed up an went rather shy.

The girl who likes me went into flirt overdrive, despite having a boy now. It occurred to me that we are two completely different people, who should not go out.

Now I just have remain sober enough to remember that when i'm...
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Wow, a whole day sober.

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but only nineteen hours til I start drinking again. Woohoo.

I had the most wonderfully lonely day...

After getting my hair cut and helping my mother entertain kids at school for a couple hours, I went to the city centre to do some Christmas shopping. I got very little done, but had a great time looking around at the German market and all the decorations. This was one of the few times since I was...
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What the fuck do I update for?

Five days in a row i've got drunk in front of my keyboard. Tonight, I am mostly listening to teh Falming Lisp.

She uses Vaaaaseline...

Bah, jobs.

Currently rocking my socks off:

Arcade Fire: Funeral
Jesus & Mary Chain: Psychocandy
Frank Black: Honeycomb

(feeling introspective)

I get drunk a lot these days. Drunk and alone.