sitandspin

i'm quitting the site. i'll go grey some time next month. i just don't see the point of being here anymore.

i STILL don't have the key to my new place yet.

i'm sick of people living up to my negative expectations of them. i guess i shouldn't trust people as easily as i have been.

i'm tired of things not working out. i'm tired of feeling alone. but i guess that feeling isn't going away soon.

this is NOT an invitation for anyone to send me kind words or try to argue with me.

to a certain someone: you're still making the wrong decision no matter what my involvement. and fuck you for cutting me off when all i tried to do was be a friend and a guy who liked you.

to another certain someone who might be reading: i understand when someone starts to like you you stop liking them. well, i don't like you anymore. you won't be hearing from me anytime soon.

to another certain person who probably won't read this: you're right. i do deserve better than to have someone kind of want me. i probably won't be hearing from you anytime soon and i know why.