single and dating again, but the desperate quality has been lost... i'm relaxing, realizing once again that my happiness lies in my own hands and no one else's... things i have known but needed to be reminded of, if gently... love and sex are very nice things but you have to take your worth from inside yourself if you want it to mean anything at all in the long run... blah... how very philosophical of me... i find myself irritating sometimes...
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I do need to get back to that place in my head again... to that kind of thinking... But it seems, when I try, I end up going like this --------->
Knowing something and acting on it aren't the same - that's often been a problem for me. But, at least knowing is better than stumbling in the dark.