Nice guys always finish last. So fuck it, it's time to be an ass hole. It's time to stop caring if I hurt someone. It's time to start treating women like bitches and toys.
After all, that's what you fuckin want, isn't it? Why the fuck else would ass holes and dicks get into and stay in relationships with beautiful women? You'd think the very concept that an unreliable ass hole would be a preferable choice to a considerate caring man would be ludicrous. But you'd be dead wrong.
I mean God Damn!
So fuck it all, I just don't care any more. I won't ever be worth anything being how I want to be. So it's time to change and be how my appearance suggests I must be. Maybe then someone will care. Simply because I will be a person that shouldn't be cared about. Is it a turn on to be emotionally abused?
It never was for me.
I hate my life.
After all, that's what you fuckin want, isn't it? Why the fuck else would ass holes and dicks get into and stay in relationships with beautiful women? You'd think the very concept that an unreliable ass hole would be a preferable choice to a considerate caring man would be ludicrous. But you'd be dead wrong.
I mean God Damn!
So fuck it all, I just don't care any more. I won't ever be worth anything being how I want to be. So it's time to change and be how my appearance suggests I must be. Maybe then someone will care. Simply because I will be a person that shouldn't be cared about. Is it a turn on to be emotionally abused?
It never was for me.
I hate my life.